ahhh i miss drinking. kenny and i were gonna drink this banana rum from... some other country.. but it was 10 and i had to be home at 12ish. SO LAME ( Read more... )

i really hate acting distant. i dont know but for some reason i kept doing that to him tonight. i just hated how he pulled away from me cuz he thought someone was coming. it's like he doesn't want our friends to see us be a little intimate or something, you know? it makes me feel pretty shitty.. ugh whatever ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like a shitty girlfriend. and i really hate acting all bitchy and stupid/dumb. i hate the stupid silly games i play. and i hate making him jealous. but i guess it's cuz if for some reason he doesn't say what i want him to say or he does something completely dumb, i over-react cuz i set such a high standard for him cuz he's like, ( Read more... )

Everything's good again. <3 ( Read more... )

so yesterday the boyfriend definitely thought about breaking up with me.. I made him so sad and disgusted I hated it. I didn't cheat on him or anything.. but it was still pretty bad. I can't tell ANYONE what I did though.. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

NEVER call your boyfriend by someone else's name ( Read more... )

Don't you hate it when people talk shit about you behind your back.. and don't you LOVE it when a girl says that you're ugly and not cute at all to one of your guy friends? ugh. so lame ( Read more... )

ohhh man. FINALLY 18 so now I can buy cigarettes!! ha. I kinda bought a carton yesterday. that'll last me like a week.. hopefully ( Read more... )

everything's good ( Read more... )

the past few days have been so great. waking up with kenny next to me is THE greatest thing ever. I miss having him with me when I sleep now. haha. but yes. everything with me and him are GREAT!! he keeps saying how we're so perfect for each other and how he wants to move out with me and all this stuff. so i dunno, we'll see if we really do move ( Read more... )