um. so I bought the billy talent cd today FINALLY!! ugh I was so excited except I had to go to vancouver mall for it. plus it was freakin $15 but it was the last one so yay ( Read more... )

ugh here I go again. Ok so PLEASE if you do read this, comment and save me from me over-analyzing once again ( Read more... )

oh gosh I'm silly. why would I think that kenny doesn't wanna be with me and yadda yadda? ugh how stupid of me. I really REALLY shouldn't over-analyze stuff so much ( Read more... )

kenny's great and all but sometimes I wonder if he even wants to be with me.. it sucks but I can't help it. sometimes, like tonight, he'll be high but act like he doesn't want me around.. sorta. or maybe I'm making things up in my head. But of course when we're leaving each other, we always kiss so eh. I dunno. maybe I'm wrong.. but man. I ( Read more... )

the boyfriend!! :) yea he definitely asked me out last night. ohh so exciting!


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Sorry for not updating. My compter and internet have been pretty retarded for the past week or so and I'm never really home so yea ( Read more... )

ugh I like kenny quite a bit and he likes me too but he's moving to Portland tomorrow for like a month and 11 days. I'm gonna miss him sooo much. I know portland doesn't seem far but come on. his house is like 10 miles away from mine and I go and hang out with him EVERY single day. I've hung out with him and ray every day for like 2-3 months. Now ( Read more... )

ok so ray and I were talking last night.. well I was passing out and he was talking.. but anyway. He said that him and kenny both like me but I'm too good of friends with them to go out with. HOW SAD!! ugh. see, I don't like ray but I've liked kenny for quite a while now. I hate this cuz I guess he likes me and I like him but. nothing. so he'll ( Read more... )

I talked to ryan tonight for about an hour and a half.. good times man. I think I have a crush on him again. maybe a little more than a crush but eh I dunno. Hopefully he doesn't read this cuz that would be embarrassing..? sorta. He said I was hot... but I dunno if he was serious or not. lol oh well. I told him I thought he was hot too (even though ( Read more... )

don't you just love it when I like someone and then all of a sudden just stop? yea I'm getting kinda tired of that but I can't necessarily help it. oh well I guess. I still have an infatuation with that guy but not as much as I used to. oh well I guess ( Read more... )