shes got a lot of pretty pretty boys, she calls friends

While pondering at 2am early this morning something just kinda clicked in my head, locked into position; loosely surrounded by cobwebs, remants of crispy creams and the faint echo of an amplifiers ring. My entire future just layed itself out in front of me, every step of the way. My burnt fingers and sliced wrists werent even on my mind, it was ( Read more... )

*writing Terri a letter* wtf is wrong with me ( Read more... )

My mind is like a floppy disk, not a new one, the old ones that were actually floppy, for like Tandy 1000 computers and crap. They have this huge hole in the middle, like a square CD almost, awesomeness. Where am I goin with this? No clue ( Read more... )

Fuck her. She cant talk, I wont pay any attention. I'm giving her up, no; I gave her up. No association no longer, just me all by myself and thats just the way I want it ( Read more... )

my mother is finally letting me get my license, must get a job asap or else the tire will fall off the truck, the tie rod is about 6 months overdue of a replacement ( Read more... )

Today I'm wearing all green. Yipee fuckin doo da day. Well, my socks are white and my shoes are black. Somehow (dunno) wearing a mildly tight shirt gets me some attention. Suppose if Fish suddenly started wearing tight shirts she'd get a helluva lot of attention too. Looking good kinda feels good too, know what I mean? Anyhow, tonight I'm ( Read more... )

"War should be carried on like a monsoon; one changeless determination of every particle towards the one unalterable aim ( Read more... )

Maybe that wasnt such a hot idea. So I went to a PF Retreat dealy and almost immediately got so fucking attached to a gal named Megan and ya know what, she didnt seem to care all that much. Thats okay, thats totally okay. Maybe she did care, maybe she felt like I was important. No biggie now, she's what like 2 or 3 hours away undoubtedly, cant ( Read more... )

the spring on a slinky stapled to the ceiling oscilates as the candles burn lower and lower, my light bulbs are burnt out and theres no money to replace them. she just told me i scare her, but frankly i dont care anymore. lets recall, was laying in bed, just flipped my 47 second timer over again, its a good way to stay awake; had the urge to call ( Read more... )