Rant/emo/depressed/stupid shit
Long long stuff. Behind cut.
I hate it. I hate how lonely I feel. I hate being single. I hate being holed up at home all the time. I hate having no where to go. I hate how my ex treated me. I hate how I still care for her. I hate how I still want to be with her. I hate what she said to me at he end. I hate how she said I didn't understand her. I hate how sue would never tell me what was wrong. I bate how I had to go to her friends to find out. I hate how she bought I was cheating on her. I hate having no one to hang put locally. I hate how easily people attack others over stupid things. I hate how people troll others because hey are not as good as them at certain things. I hate how people waste about 20 other peoples time and think it's funny. I hate how people think because they are online the rules are different for how you treat others. I hate how my Mother doesn't get that people online deserve the same courtesy. I hate how o want to believe some of my friends but it's hard to. I hate how some friends won't let me help or even tell me what's wrong. I hate how my nephew doesn't give a fuck that we have been through he'll for two years now thanks to the fact he cant keep his Wang in his pants. I hate how he wastes everything we try to do for him. I hate how my sister doesn't show remorse over beating a two year old to death. I hate how she asks us for money. I hate what she did to her sons. I hate the fact I feel so powerless. I hate the fact my brother doesn't talk to is anymore. I hate the fact I may never meet my youngest nephew. O hate how cheap my dad is. I hate how he refuses to get hearing aids. I hate how he overreacts. I hate how he treats others. I hat my job. I hate havoc to get carts in the cold. I hate how lazy people can be when it co es to carts. I hate how everything feels boring. I hate being so powerless. I hate not being able to do anything. I hate how school thinks it's a good idea to cram 2 classes into a single semester by cramming them into a half semester making everything rushed and hard to understand. I hate how I can't get my mind off my ex. I hate how little regard some people have for others. I hate how people use me. I hate how bad of shape I in. I hate not being motivated at all. I hate not having someone i could honestly hold in my arms. I hate never really kissing someone. I hate how I don't know what to do or what I want. I hate how I feel right now.
I hate it. I hate how lonely I feel. I hate being single. I hate being holed up at home all the time. I hate having no where to go. I hate how my ex treated me. I hate how I still care for her. I hate how I still want to be with her. I hate what she said to me at he end. I hate how she said I didn't understand her. I hate how sue would never tell me what was wrong. I bate how I had to go to her friends to find out. I hate how she bought I was cheating on her. I hate having no one to hang put locally. I hate how easily people attack others over stupid things. I hate how people troll others because hey are not as good as them at certain things. I hate how people waste about 20 other peoples time and think it's funny. I hate how people think because they are online the rules are different for how you treat others. I hate how my Mother doesn't get that people online deserve the same courtesy. I hate how o want to believe some of my friends but it's hard to. I hate how some friends won't let me help or even tell me what's wrong. I hate how my nephew doesn't give a fuck that we have been through he'll for two years now thanks to the fact he cant keep his Wang in his pants. I hate how he wastes everything we try to do for him. I hate how my sister doesn't show remorse over beating a two year old to death. I hate how she asks us for money. I hate what she did to her sons. I hate the fact I feel so powerless. I hate the fact my brother doesn't talk to is anymore. I hate the fact I may never meet my youngest nephew. O hate how cheap my dad is. I hate how he refuses to get hearing aids. I hate how he overreacts. I hate how he treats others. I hat my job. I hate havoc to get carts in the cold. I hate how lazy people can be when it co es to carts. I hate how everything feels boring. I hate being so powerless. I hate not being able to do anything. I hate how school thinks it's a good idea to cram 2 classes into a single semester by cramming them into a half semester making everything rushed and hard to understand. I hate how I can't get my mind off my ex. I hate how little regard some people have for others. I hate how people use me. I hate how bad of shape I in. I hate not being motivated at all. I hate not having someone i could honestly hold in my arms. I hate never really kissing someone. I hate how I don't know what to do or what I want. I hate how I feel right now.