Don't touch me!

Feb 03, 2006 20:34

Today I surprised myself. Maybe surprised isn't the right word. I shocked myself? But it was a very slow shock...A delayed shock, I guess you could say ( Read more... )

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xanticsx February 4 2006, 07:02:29 UTC
Wow. You were overcome with emotion. It's interesting how certain people can set off something inside us and how we react to that. Thanks for sharing. I appreciate it.

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dinnertablejail February 6 2006, 03:49:39 UTC
Yup, I basically was overcome. I need to let that happen more often. I think age is softening me up, haha. Thanks. =]

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imaginitivemind February 4 2006, 12:20:37 UTC
That's cool mark. . I myself hugg a lot. It's the fact that the more you fore yourself to hugg someone the more natural it becomes. The more you feel good about it because that embrace from you lets the other person feel very very special. Yoyu have the power to do that in a hugg. .we all do. I use to be uncomfortable huggin but now it's my natural response when i see a friend. Even though it mafe you uncomfortable do think about it. . Jehovah is very proud of you because he's an affectionate person and he wants you to exibit that quality as well. much love brother T.A.

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dinnertablejail February 6 2006, 03:46:43 UTC
Well, I won't force myself. If I ever do that again, it's gonna have to come naturally. And I feel really weird when people who barely know me wanna hug me. For instance, another co-worker saw me at school and ran up to me and made me hug her. I felt embarassed afterwards. Because, I think she just did it for show, because she had a friend with her. I hate that kinda stuff. Hugs should be reserved for people who are close and either haven't seen eachother in a long time or someone is sad and needs it.

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imaginitivemind February 6 2006, 20:15:09 UTC
hahahaha . .very strong minded

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dinnertablejail February 7 2006, 03:26:36 UTC
Sorry if I came off kinda harsh. See what I mean? I'm not a gentle, compassionate person. One of my many flaws. I'm working on it though.

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asiaraphael February 4 2006, 22:06:57 UTC

You know, I can relate very much to the way you described your feelings, experiences and mentality regarding showing physical affection... I am very much the same way, almost identical to what you said. I am still waiting for my breakthrough, if ever it will come, and I hope when it does it is with the proper person. Anyway, I was glad to read your post.


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dinnertablejail February 6 2006, 03:40:44 UTC
Thanks. I'm not sure if I should be glad or sad that there are others like me out there. =/ Ha, yeah, I guess it was a breakthrough. Unless I never do it again. Then it was just an isolated incident. Hm. Ah well. But I'm sure course you'll have your breakthrough eventually. And then one day it won't even be an issue for anyone. Until then.

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