1. i don't understand why people who don't know me think they love me
2. i don't say much because i'm saving all my best stories
3. i don't remember

i am taking a shower in the walk in freezer at work. there is a heater but i can't turn it on because the food will melt, but the water is very hot so I'm okay. Suddenly it's several days later, I've been camping with my friend Ambria and we are on our way to visit my ex-boyfriend. She has a jeep, and now the walk-in freezer is in the back of the ( Read more... )

in fact, i signed a paper saying that i would not blog about my job. to do so at this point would be illegal ( Read more... )

if you had any idea how often i think  of kissing you, i think your opinion of me would change quite a bit.

i thought of you  and my heart got so soft it couldn't pump properly

i'm tired of feeling like a freak
is there any place for me?

if you refuse the present then you are doomed to live in the past forever, and frankly, i don't think the days gone by were all that shiny, they just look better, a little blurry after time.
i'm ready for the new crisp reality, the distant hazy future becoming clearer moment by moment as i step into it.

and i like liking you
but i could never love you
mostly because you hate my hair

poking my fingertips out
of the cracks in my eggshell
to wave at passersby

i can feel every molecule
trying to start some trouble