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you know,
I miss having someone to squeeze ( Read more... ) -
whyyyyyy
You know I suppose things happen for the better but Geez, I can't help but to still feel. I'd like to be your friend, I'd like to know. What am I? I don't believe I'm even in the exposition anymore and I feel inadequate. What happened to you and me? I wish I could rub you away like led and rewrite you when I wanted because the ink you were written ( Read more... ) -
Hmmm
Morning coffee and morning cigarette ( Read more... ) -
stress
Oh man I am really stressed out. I got another project on top of all this stuff I still have to do. I have a speech tomorrow. My brain just wants to shut down. I have felt so dead today from all this. The worst part is being so anxious all the time about everything. My head hurts from it all. I need some kind of mental break but I have to get all ( Read more... ) -
stress
Oh man I am really stressed out. I got another project on top of all this stuff I still have to do. I have a speech tomorrow. My brain just wants to shut down. I have felt so dead today from all this. The worst part is being so anxious all the time about everything. My head hurts from it all. I need some kind of mental break but I have to get all ( Read more... ) -
work
After working on my essay all day I have composed my third draft. I feel like it is missing something. I have been immensely busy lately. I have another report on euthanasia and 10 poems due very soon all of which have to be different types of poems but all have the same theme. I have a blister on my finger from writing so much. I love all these ( Read more... ) -
essay
So I have quite a challenge on my hands right now. I have been given the opportunity to enter an essay contest. The topic is obesity in America and just overall why you should be healthy. I am taking a short break right now from writing it. I have been studying up on how to compose good essays and I am so happy I have the chance to enter this. I ( Read more... ) -
stuff
I have just gotten to the point where I can't tolerate human beings. I don't trust anyone and I just don't like anyone. I really hate it. I have days where I am really outgoing and then there are days like this when I don't want to see or talk to anyone. It really makes me question my own sanity. I almost wish I could be as blind as everyone else ( Read more... ) -
open mics
I have finally reached the point where I can stand in front of people and read my poetry. I still shake and stutter every now and again but I'm inproving. The first time I did it, I was straight terrified but the more I do it the easier it is getting for me. I try to channel my nervousness into my performance instead of letting it eat me alive ( Read more... )