i need to find myself.
i dont really know who i am.
if i met me, i wouldnt like me.
i feel so scattered, except for those rare moment where i have that settling feeling liek i am secure, i know who i am and what i want in life.

friday: studio S with myra, andrew, ben, and erik. slept over at myras.

saturday: rayan slept over. we went to the market and bought about 4587895 things. we slept in till like 1.

sunday: driving around with shoket and myra. got in trouble. fixed taht shit. went to studio S. myra slept over. jim tryed waking me up , bitch.

today: matt, maybe.

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so i went to mexico for 9 days ( Read more... )

i love this girl
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im going to mexico for 9 days.
im leaving today.
comment me with what u want from there.
im gonna miss all u little shits so much.
i hate vacations.

tell me your favorite thing about me!!!

<3

isnt it great how i have
2 dogs.
2 cats.
a turtle.
and a hampster.

i dont even like animals.
hahah

im leaving for mexico tomorow night!!!!!!!
u guys better chill with me before i leave for 9daysssss

YESTERDAY: venice beach with myra and my G-unit ( Read more... )

i thought everything was getting better.
its hard for me to take in the words.
i wonder how one person can effect me so much.
its hard to take a best friend off the list.

i really wanted to write a happy entry.
i got an ipod photo. i dont even know how to put stuff on it.

so today i was driving.
and my mom offered to buy me an ipod.
i didnt argue. duh.
hahha.
so ima get one before i go to mexico.
i love hating my life.