I just happened upon the blind woman on my floor and almost ran into her. I apologized aand asked how she was. She replied accordingly and repeated the question to me. I said "I'm good. Well, see ya".
She also said "See ya" and the elevator door closed leaving any awkward silence out of the situation.
so i do find confrontation or even just a thoughtful one on one difficult to initiate or participate in when it deals with things i'm actually completely and utterly uncomfortable and insecure with. it makes my heart a little fluttery to think about. well, to think about what everything means. i dont know. it's a lot of confusion. oh well.