Title: Instruct Me
Genre: Smut, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Junho/Nichkhun
Summary: Junho hires a swim teacher to help him before his school trip but he ends up with more than he bargains for.
Note: Pic
reference for Junho... Because he's 17 in this fic. WARNING: MINOR sex... TT-TT. Consensual.
Disclaimer: I do not own 2PM.
Junho gasped as he hit the surface of the water. He quickly swam to the edge of the pool, feeling like he was going to drowned. He looked down into the water as he saw the disappointment in other boy's face.
“Junho,” Nichkhun, his 19 year old swimmer instructor, sighed as he knelt next to the pool, “It's been a week now and you can't even hold your breath underwater for five seconds. Did you forget that you can reach the bottom?”
“S-sorry hyung.”
“Don't apologize to me, you're not letting me down.”
Junho felt the water sting his eyes as the older boy stood up.
“Do it again,” Nichkhun sighed.
He bit his lip as he pushed out into the water again. He waited for the older boy to blow the whistle before he submerged himself into the water. Junho kept his eyes closed tight, trying to count to five. His counting quickly speed up after his goal number as he started to struggle to keep his breath. He gasped, taking water into his mouth. Hands reached into the water, grabbing his shoulders and pulling out of the water.
“Are you trying to kill yourself?!” Nichkhun shouted, “Why did you do that?!”
“I-I was trying...” Junho panted, trying to catch his breath, “I need to learn.”
“You learn slowly,” the older boy scowled, “Running out of breath and sucking in water isn't going to help you. I think we're done for today,” Nichkhun got up but the small boy grabbed his leg.
“W-wait hyung, let's try again, please.”
“Junho, I think you've had enough for today. Come back here tomorrow at the same time.”
Junho hugged his knees to his chest as the older boy walked away. He'd give it a couple minutes before walking into the change room because Nichkhun would be gone then. He felt pathetic, being 17 years old and still unable to swim. He pressured his parents into hiring a trainer because there was a school camping trip coming up and he didn't want anyone to know of his lack of ability.
He exhaled deeply before getting to his feet. Wrapping his arms around his body, Junho walked into the change room with his head down. “You scared me there for a second,” came Nichkhun's voice. The small boy looked up, surprised to see the other boy still there. “I thought you'd jump back into the pool.”
The older boy raised a concerned brow as Junho ignored him and made his way to the showers. It wasn't his intention to make the small boy feel bad nor was it to nag at his confidence, which Junho seemed to lack. He was only trying to push the other boy to make him grow stronger but his plan seemed to be failing. “Junho.”
The small boy yelped, covering himself in the shower as Nichkhun stood behind him, “H-hyung! What are you doing in here?!”
“I just wanted to tell you-”
“Can you tell me later?” Junho blushed, holding both hands over his crotch.
“Right, sorry,” the older boy covered his eyes as he walked away.
Nichkhun could still see the deep blush on the smaller boy's face, as well as his ears, as he walked out of the change room. Junho played the the hem of his sweatshirt, keeping his eyes on the ground, “Y-you wanted to talk to me?”
“Are you busy right now?”
Junho shook his head.
“Would you mind joining me for a drink then?”
“S-sure.”
The small boy followed Nichkhun to a tea place, keeping his distance as he walked silently. Nichkhun wasn't used to silence when he asked people out but he accepted it because it was Junho. The boy had been rather quiet when he had first met him and Nichkhun had thought it would've changed after the first couple days but it didn't.
“Hyung,” Junho whispered, tugging his sleeve and breaking him out of his thoughts, “She's asking you what you want to order.”
Nichkhun blinked at the small boy before flashing a smile at the girl behind the counter. She blushed, starting to fidget and bite her lip. The tall boy leaned over the counter slightly, resting his chin in his palm, “What I'd like sweetheart, is just a simple iced tea.”
Her blush deepened as she hit the buttons on the cash register, “And your brother?” she asked, looking passed to him to Junho.
Nichkhun looked at him, confused for a moment before the smirk was back on his face, “Junho, what would you like?”
“C-chocolate milk please.”
The older boy could see the girl almost gush over the cuteness that stood behind him. Her smile grew as she typed it into the register, “Anything else?”
“No, that's it, thank you.” Nichkhun made sure to brush his fingers against hers as he handed her the money. She gasped softly, drawing back her hand quickly and feeling embarrassed.
“Here you go honey,” she said as she handed Junho a small carton of chocolate milk. He blushed, taking it with both hands. She couldn't help but let out a whispered 'aw' at the younger boy. “Have a nice day.”
“You too,” Nichkhun smiled and winked before leaving the counter. He sat down at a table outside on the patio, watching Junho take the opposite side. He smiled to himself as he watched the small boy peel the straw wrapper away before sticking the white tube into the carton. Nichkhun bit his lip as Junho sucked through the straw, 'He's 17 but you'd never know it.'
He sipped on his iced tea, feeling the sweetness slide down his throat. The sun shone brightly in the sky, warming up the ground and making the day hotter than had been expected. Nichkhun knew that iced tea was the best alternative to cool down on a day like this. The sound of an empty carton hitting the table caught his attention, “H-hyung, you wanted to talk to me?”
“Mm,” Nichkhun set down his drink, “Listen Junho,” he saw the small boy tense as if he was preparing himself for a lecture, “I don't mean to make you feel bad about yourself. I want you to feel more confident about your swimming,” the small boy raised his head. “I say these things hoping that you take them in and make yourself work harder. Harder but not too hard. Do you understand?”
Junho nodded his head, staring down at his empty carton, “I'm sorry hyung.”
“For what?”
“F-for doing something stupid today.”
Nichkhun shook his head, “Don't worry about, unless you do it again. Okay?”
The small boy nodded again, “Excuse me hyung, I have to go to the bathroom.”
'He's so awkward,' Nichkhun thought, swallowing more of his ice tea, 'Wonder if he has any friends...' he cleared his throat, wondering why he was thinking about Junho's private life, “None of my business,” he mumbled.
“Excuse me?”
He blinked, seeing the girl that was behind the counter standing in front of him, “Oh, nothing,” he smiled.
“Um,” she smiled nervously with a blush still on her face. She handed Nichkhun a small folded up note, “H-here's my number. Call me okay?”
Nichkhun took the paper, smiling at the girl, “Thanks.” He slipped it into his pocket, not even looking at it. He tapped his fingers on the table, starting to get impatient as he waited for Junho. He had finished his tea and had been waiting longer than five minutes. Nichkhun got up, walking into the bathroom and looking around, “Junho?”
He checked every stall, finding them to be empty. Their table was now empty as he came out, “Excuse me, have you seen... My brother?” Nichkhun asked the cashier.
“He left a moment ago, he went that way,” she said, pointing in a direction.
Nichkhun raised a brow before quickly walking away. He walked down the street, peeking over people's heads and looking into stores but he could not find the younger boy. He sighed, giving up after 20 minutes.
The next day, Nichkhun walked into the pool area, surprised to find Junho there, kicking his feet into the water, his body already soaked. “I'm surprised you came today,” he said, startling the small boy. He could see the nervousness Junho displayed on his face.
“H-hyung, about yesterday...”
“Why did you leave?”
“That girl was at the table when I came out of the bathroom. I thought that... You'd want to be alone,” Junho said, kicking his feet again.
“I asked you out for a drink Junho, I don't care about anyone else.”
“Oh, sorry hyung.”
“It's alright... You came here to practice right?” Junho nodded. “Then let's practice.”
The small surprised Nichkhun as he held his breath and stayed under the water for ten seconds without difficulty. Junho inhaled a deep breath as he climbed to the top, remembering to stand on his feet.
“Wow, Junho that was amazing!”
The younger boy smiled, “I was practising all night!”
“All night?” Nichkhun raised a brow.
Junho nodded, “I held my breath until I could do it for longer than five seconds!”
“Were you doing it under water?” the older boy asked, feeling a bit concerned until Junho shook his head.
He had the small boy swimming back and forth in the pool, trying to keep his strength and memory up to par to remember how to swim engraved in his brain.
“Okay! That's enough for today!” Nichkhun smiled, helping the younger boy out of the water. Junho exceeded all of his expectations that day and he was quite happy with the results.
“H-hyung,” Junho gripped his shorts, looking down at his feet, “Since tomorrow will be two weeks, can we come back later and practise?”
“Later today?”
The small boy nodded, “I want to practise more when no ones here...”
Nichkhun blinked, thinking about it for a moment, “I guess that's alright. No ones here around 10PM so meet me here around then, or do you want me to pick you up?”
Junho shook his head, water droplets spraying off the end of his hair, “I'll meet you here hyung,” he smiled before running off the the change room.
Nichkhun looked around the pool, his lip curving slightly. “There's barely anyone here now,” he said, seeing three people in total. He shrugged, following after Junho to shower and change.
He stood at the front doors of the pool, keys in hand, as he waited for Junho. It was just his luck that the janitor had decided to close the pool early that day so now Junho would have the chance to be completely alone. Nichkhun dangled the keys from his fingers, noticing a small figure on a bike heading towards him. Junho slowed down as he rode towards the older boy before stopped and planting his feet on the ground.
The small boy blinked, looking into the building, “It looks closed.”
“Mm, it is to anyone but us.”
Junho raised a brow.
“They decided to close early today but I caught them and got the key.”
“O-oh... Is it okay for us to use it then?”
“It's fine, let's go,” Nichkhun said, spotting the younger boy swallowing nervously.
“Ready, set, go!”
Junho took off, swimming quickly at first but his paced started to slow as he hit the fifth lap. He clung to the side of the pool, letting his legs wave freely in the water.
“Tired? You've already worked hard today.”
“Just a five minute break,” the small boy smiled, resting his cheek against his arm.
“You know Junho, you've worked pretty hard these passed two weeks, I think you'll be just fine on your trip,” Nichkhun said as he knelt next to the pool.
Junho blushed, “I just want a few more days,” he said, pushing away from the edge.
“That's fine, just don't push yourself too hard. Are you ready?” the younger boy nodded and Nichkhun blew his whistle.
Junho pulled himself out of the water, flopping onto the floor and laying on his back as he panted.
“Done for the day?”
The small boy nodded, closing his eyes as he tried to regain a calm breathing pattern.
“Are you going to live?”
Junho smiled, “Yes hyung.” He rolled onto his side before sitting up, “I'm going to go shower now.”
“Okay, I'll be there in about ten minutes, I need to clean up.”
“Do you need any help?” the small boy looked around, knowing that it was his mess to be cleaned.
“No, go shower I'll be fine,” Nichkhun smiled, gently pushing the other boy.
“We can't help but dirty towels,” he frowned, gathering them up as he walked into the change room. It hadn't taken him ten minutes to clean but what did it matter to be precis?
Nichkhun pushed open the door to the showers, hearing the water running. He dropped all the dirty towels into a hamper before stripping himself of his swim shorts and wrapping a new towel around his hips. He rounded the corner, about to call out to Junho when he stopped dead in his tracks.
It was a mistake, no doubt about that, Nichkhun thought as he pressed himself against the wall, thinking it hid him better. It was an accident and he thought that maybe he should've really taken ten minutes to clean up. He swallowed slowly, watching Junho's back arch away from the wall as his hand slid slowly down his hard cock.
A sharp gasp escaped between the younger boy's lips as his hand slowly pumped his length, his eyes closed. He pressed himself against the wall, lifting his hips away from it to thrust into his hand. Water poured over his small frame, streaming off the tip of his cock as he stroked. Junho pulled his finger into his mouth, biting on it to stop a moan from tearing from his throat. He watched his hand swipe over the head of his length, mixing his pre-cum with the water and sending shivers down his spine.
'H-he can't do this at home? He couldn't wait?' Nichkhun slowly moved towards the doorway, wanting to escape the traumatizing screen until a low moan stopped him.
“Ah hyung...”
The older boy's eyes widened as he glanced back at Junho. The other boy was grinding his hips into his hand, his finger that was once in his mouth was now gliding down his body to pinch his nipple. 'I-is he calling for me?' Nichkhun's mind stuttered as his heart skipped a beat.
“Hyung... Teach me...” Junho moaned, his hand sliding over the curve of his hips and around to his ass.
“Oh my god,” the tall boy whispered with his eyes wide. He held his breath when Junho's hips twitched as they pressed forward and his fingers disappeared, “No way...” Nichkhun said behind his hand.
“Hyung please...”
Nichkhun could feel sweat beading on his skin and rolling down his face as he continued to watch the scene before him. For some reason, unexplained at the time, he could not tear his eyes away. Junho's hand started to move faster around his cock, tightening and pulling as he pumped his fingers in and out of his body.
He stood on his toes, lifting himself higher as he pushed back against his fingers, moaning out Nichkhun's name. Junho's eyes slowly opened, his lips parted as he panted and whimpered. He winced, fisting his cock and letting out a soft whine. His pants soon reached Nichkhun's ears as they became louder and quicker. Junho bucked his hips forward, feeling heat coil in his stomach as it shot through his cock, spilling his cum into his hand. He felt his muscle tighten around his fingers as he continued to move them in and out of his body, riding out his orgasm and milking his cock for every last drop.
Junho fell limply against the wall, trying to hold himself up from such a mind-blowing release. He panted as water entered his mouth, water that was now turning cold from running so long. He reached for the tap, turning it off before stumbling to grab his towel. Junho cursed at his trembling fingers as they made even tying a towel around his hips difficult.
Once satisfied with the horrendous work, he staggered towards the change room. “Hyung, you're not showering?” Junho asked as he saw Nichkhun sitting on the bench, fully clothed.
“N-not today... I'll do it when I get home,” the older boy said, facing away from Junho to hide his red face and the bulge in his pants. “Return home safely,” he said quickly before walking out of the room.
Nichkhun tripped as he walked in the door, grabbing at the walls to make sure he didn't hit the floor, “I can't...” he said, his mind reeling, “I can't let this go on. This isn't right.” He fell onto the floor, totally missing the couch, “He has to know what he's doing isn't-” he shook his head, “No, who am I to judge him... It's not like he's come on to me...” Nichkhun held his face in his hands, ignoring the time as it grew later into the night.
Junho bit his lip, tapping his foot impatiently on the tile floor of the pool edge. It was an hour passed their lesson start and Nichkhun had not shown up. Giving people more than one chance, Junho waited patiently for the older boy to appear.
“I don't think he's coming Junho,” one of the pool regulars said, tapping him on the shoulder.
The small boy sighed, getting up and heading towards the locker room. He pulled on his backpack strap as he walked outside, glaring at the sunlight. Junho shielded his eyes just in time to see Nichkhun standing in front of him. “Hyung!” he smiled, running up the older boy, “You're late! I thought you weren't coming.”
“Listen Junho, we need to talk.”
The younger boy's smile faded as he saw the seriousness in Nichkhun's eyes. “W-what about?”
“Not here. Let's go somewhere more private.”
“B-but hyung-”
“Junho. I mean it.”
Junho swallowed, following after the taller boy. His nerves shot up as Nichkhun walked down a trail, covered by trees and bush. He felt the tension slowly being eased away as the beautiful greens captured his attention and distracted him. Nichkhun didn't seem to mind that he stayed quiet through their hike and sometimes Junho would even forget the older boy was there. His heart would jump whenever he would see Nichkhun stop to make sure he was still following him.
They stopped finally as taller boy stood at the edge of a hill, looking over the skyline, “No one comes here,” he said, finally breaking the silence, “So it's just you and I to talk privately.”
Junho kept his distance, looking at the older boy cautiously.
“Come here Junho.”
The small boy took a couple steps closer, keeping his eyes on Nichkhun as he sat down on the grass. He slowly sat down next to him before waiting for the other boy to speak. Nichkhun kept silent though, looking out and taking in the view that the hill presented to them. “Hyung?” Junho said so softly that he didn't think Nichkhun heard him, “Hyu-”
“Junho,” the small boy paused, “I know... I know how you feel about me.”
He blinked, feeling shocked before laughing softly, “W-what hyung?”
“I saw it... The other night.”
Junho's mouth fell open and the older boy see it out of the corner of his eye, “H-hyung I-”
“What I wanted to say is...” Nichkhun sighed, “It's none of my business what you do... Or what goes on in your head... But I want you to understand,” he looked at Junho, “There is nothing between us okay? We can't have a relationship.”
The look the younger boy gave Nichkhun was between heartbreak and shock, he couldn't decide which was worse. Junho felt his nerves shot up again, causing him to spring to his feet. He was about to turn and run when Nichkhun caught his arm.
“Junho wait, running away isn't going to solve this.”
“N-nothing can solve this hyung, it's my problem,” Junho turned away, trying to pull his arm free.
“You've involved me Junho, it's my problem too.”
The small boy could feel his eyes start to sting as he glared against the wind, “No. Please just leave me alone.” Just as he ripped his arm from the other boy, Nichkhun suddenly tackled him to the ground, “Hyung!”
“How can I leave you alone Junho? What's going to happen after this? You can't expect me to think everything is going to be alright with you, do you?” The small boy squirmed underneath him, “Junho listen to me! I don't want you to be hurt!”
“I already am!” the younger boy screamed against the ground, “It's one sided and I know that already! I didn't plan on... I didn't plan on asking you out,” Junho said softly.
“Then what? I mean you obviously... Have feelings towards me.”
“It's a crush hyung... They aren't meant to last forever... They're called crushes for a reason.”
Nichkhun sighed, “Well I don't want you to be crushed Junho.”
“Well that's too bad because it's going to end up that way. I'm going to fall out of love with you and I don't know how long that's going to take but I'll figure it out.”
“Junho stop. This is crazy.”
“Hyung you can't help me,” Junho said, starting to fight back again, “I'll do it on my own!” Once he managed to wiggle free, he stumbled to his feet, looking down at the older boy and glaring with sadness, “Don't try to help me.”
Nichkhun shouted as the small boy turned and ran, “I still expect you at your lessons!” He felt like it was a waste of breath though, he knew Junho would never come back. He'd never see Junho again, especially not after humiliating him. Nichkhun felt his heart slowly begin to sink.
“Are you guys playing a game?” someone asked Nichkhun as he paced around the pool.
“Hm?”
“Junho shows up one day and you don't and now it's reversed.”
The tall boy tightened his lips, “I think these lessons are over.”
“Well, if you ask me, Junho has improved a lot though he's still a little rusty when he gets into deeper water.”
Nichkhun exhaled as the pool regular walked away, leaving him to his thoughts. He suddenly jolted as a smart idea hit him and he raced towards the school, “I'd like to apply as the trips life guard.”
Junho stretched out his limps, a small smile planted on his lips as he breathed in the fresh outdoor air. He suddenly yelped when large hands gripped his sides. “C-Chansung!”
“Hehe,” the tall boy chuckled, “You were asking for it.”
The small boy pouted, wrapping his arms around his sides protectively. He made his way over to his cabin, unpacking his things and setting them in the provided dresser neatly. 'Mom would be proud,' he smiled, looking at his handiwork.
“Are you going to stand there and gawk at your clothes or are you going to come swimming?” Chansung asked, already wearing his swim shorts.
“You want to go swimming already?” Junho bit his lip, suddenly feeling nervous.
“Yeah! I've been waiting three weeks for this!”
“U-uh maybe I'll just dip my feet in the water. I don't feel like swimming right now.”
“Alright, put your shorts on!”
Junho smiled, not feeling pressured to go into the water. He quickly changed and the two boys walked out onto the dock. He shielded his face when Chansung ran passed him and jumped into the water. Junho laughed when the tall boy came up to the surface, his lips already quivering, “Looks cold,” he smirked.
“N-naw, the w-waters f-fine,” Chansung shivered.
“So is the sun,” a girl, named Rhia, said, sitting next to Junho on the dock. Rhia leaned back on her hands, closing her eyes to the brightly shining sun, “I hope I get a tan.”
Junho quickly glanced at Chansung as he slowly moved towards her before grabbing her feet and sprinkling her with water. Rhia yelped, pulling them from the water and almost kicking the tall boy in the face. She hid behind Junho, yelling, “Hwang Chansung! That's mean!”
The two boys laughed and a smile grew on her face. Chansung started to swim around and Rhia leaned back to back against Junho, taking in the sun's rays again.
“Hey Junho.”
“Mm?”
“Do you know... If Chansung likes anyone?”
“Mm...” Junho thought for a moment, “He likes food.”
He heard her chuckle, “No, I mean human wise.”
“I don't think Chansung thinks about people... At least not in the way you're thinking... He rarely mentions it. He might talk about body type but...” he felt the pressure off his back as Rhia rolled onto her stomach, laying her chest in his lap. She knew he didn't mind because Rhia was the first person he had told about his confused sexuality; that first time when he fell in love.
Junho didn't find Rhia's body revolting, but he didn't care about her breasts pressing against his crotch either. He heard her sigh, “Do you ever think he'd grow up and start to like someone?”
He smiled, patting the small girl on the back, “I wouldn't count on it.”
“Hey,” Chansung said, looking at the two with a glare in his eye. Rhia excused it as the sun but Junho felt otherwise.
“Damn, he's so hot when he's wet,” Rhia whispered, causing Junho to roll his eyes and shake his head. “Is there something I can do for you Chansung?” she smiled.
“You should come in the water, it's nice.”
She laughed, “Yeah right, your lips are purple, I see them from here.”
The tall boy looked at Junho who gave him a shrug, telling him to fight his own battles.
“Maybe you should come out and get some sun,” Rhia smiled, standing on her feet and walking over to the edge, “Lord knows we all could use a bit of sun.” She offered her hand out to help Chansung out of the water.
The tall boy smirked, looking at her hand before helping himself out of the water. Rhia tensed, hugging herself as Chansung towered over her, his chest at her eye level. She blushed, staring at his perked nipples that stood from the cold water. “See something you like?” the tall boy asked.
“D-do I really need to answer that?”
Chansung laughed, slapping the small girl on the back before walking down the deck. Rhia let out a soft whimper as she fell to her knees.
“He's such a tease.”
“I'm pretty sure he knows that,” Junho's lips lifted and Rhia pushed him over.
Junho stretched on the dock with Rhia laying on his shoulder. The two soaked up the sun's heat for a good half hour before cold water droplets fell onto the both of them. Rhia shrieked, sitting up quickly, “What the hell?!” She could hear Chansung chuckling, “You bastard.”
“Time to wake up, dinners almost ready.”
The small girl inhaled deeply through her nose, “Mmm, hots dogs and burgers.”
Chansung shook his head, “How is it that you know these things?”
Rhia smiled, pointing to her nose, “This nose knows all.”
“Yeah?” the tall boy smirked, “What about this?”
She squealed when he pulled her into his arms, her nose going into his armpit, “You're so gross!”
Chansung laughed as he pulled her up the dock, his arm still wrapped around her shoulder. “Man it's so obvious,” Junho mumbled watching the two like they were madly and blindly in love with one another. It helped being the outsider, the one person that could easily see both parties feelings without having any sort of emotional attachment.
He shook his head, letting out a small laugh but his face fell when someone started to walk up the deck towards him.
“What are you doing here?”
“I'm volunteering as a life guard,” Nichkhun said, feeling a bit of hostility from the small boy.
“We don't need your help,” Junho hissed. He cursed at himself for the stupid remark.
“You might not, but the school found me a necessity.”
The younger boy narrowed his eyes, “Stay away from me,” he said, walking passed Nichkhun.
“Why are you making me out to be the bad guy?!”
“Junho! Have a burger,” Chansung smiled, holding up his own.
“No thanks, not hungry,” he said, continuing to walk to the cabin.
Chansung and Rhia looked at one another, “Somethings up...” she said before glancing at the dock, “Who's that?”
The tall boy followed her gaze, “Don't know, camp counsellor?”
Junho whined softly, trying to ignore his stomach as it growled like an angry beast. He regretted not eating but it was worth not running the risk of walking to Nichkhun. He cringed at his reasoning, apparently food no longer being important. His stomach rumbled again, embarrassing him as he hoped no one else heard.
“Hey,” Chansung whispered, sitting on the edge of the smaller boy's bed, “I brought you a burger.”
Junho quickly sat up, the aroma of the beef filling his nose and making his stomach cry out wildly. Chansung shoved the wrapped burger into his hands and he quickly peeled away the wrapping, stuffing the food into his mouth. He gave himself a moment to enjoy the semi-warm food as it entered his mouth, giving his tastebuds satisfaction finally, “So good.”
“If you had eaten if fresh, it would've been better,” Chansung interrupted his thoughts, causing him to keep the burger at his lips because he knew questions were coming. “Well? You know what I want.”
“Is that why you gave me this burger?” Junho was about to hand it back but the tall boy pressed it against his mouth. “I don't want to talk about it.”
“If this is going to ruin your whole trip, then you're going to tell me whether you want to or not.”
The small boy frowned as Chansung pulled the food away from his mouth. In a way Junho felt lucky to have a friend like this, a friend that would pester him about what was bothering him. He knew it was better to get it off his chest than to keep it bottled inside but this secret was better told to Rhia. “I'm sorry Chansung... I can't tell you... There's more to it than just... One thing.”
“Are you going to tell Rhia? You two are awfully close.”
Junho let out a soft chuckle, “I've told her my biggest secret and for some reason, she didn't turn me away in disgust.”
“And you think I would?” the tall boy looked hurt.
“It's because I'm so close to you Chansung... That I feel like it would probably make you feel weird towards me.”
“You're not in love with me are you?”
Junho blinked, his eyes growing wide.
Chansung leaned back slightly, “Uh, listen...”
“No Chansung, I'm not in love with you.”
“Oh, good,” the tall boy exhaled.
“The truth is... I do love someone.”
“Is it Rhia?”
The small boy could see the burning curiosity as well as jealousy in Chansung's eyes, “No it's not Rhia. She loves someone though,” Junho bit his lip, knowing that it wasn't relevant as the jealously dissolved in the tall boy's eyes and he knew that question was bubbling up in Chansung's throat. “I...”
“Who is it Junho?”
The older boy suddenly panicked.
“Who do you love?”
He let out a sigh of relief before tensing, “My swimming teacher.”
The tall boy blinked in confusion, “Isn't he a guy?”
Junho nodded, keeping his eyes focused on the ugly pattern on the cabin sheets.
“Wait!” Chansung shouted, starting the small boy, “Isn't he 19?” Junho nodded again, “But you're only 17!”
The older chuckled softly, “That isn't the problem, really Chansung.”
The tall boy blinked, “Really? It's the only one I can think of.”
“Well, try thinking about not even being together. It's one-sided Chansung... He saw me...” Junho covered his face, “It was my own fault but he saw me masterbating in the showers... I said his name. H-he asked me about and then he told me that there was nothing between us and I know that!”
“Junho, why are you upset now? He's not here with us.” Chansung looked at the smaller boy, “He's not right? Tell me he's not.”
“He's volunteering as a life guard but I know he's here just to spite me.”
“That prick,” the tall boy growled.
“Chansung! Don't! I'll handle it.”
“Junho, if he's going to bring you down on a trip, I need to beat some sense into him.”
“No, he doesn't need to know that people know... It should've been something that I kept to myself.”
“Does Rhia know?”
“She doesn't know that I like him... She knows the other thing though.”
“What are you going to do?”
“I don't know...” Junho brought his knees up to his chest.
“Come onnnnn,” Rhia whined, pulling on Junho's arm, “Let's go swimming! Let's get into the water before everyone else!”
Junho sighed, being involuntarily dragged towards the water. He yelped suddenly as his toes went passed the sand, “It's cold!”
“It'll be cold until you get in,” Rhia assured him, still tugging on his arm, “I'll keep you warm,” she smiled and winked.
Nichkhun watched from afar, raising a brow as the girl nestled into his chest. “I guess he wasn't kidding when he said he'd fall out of love.”
Junho could hear the pound of heavy footsteps but he was too slow to turn around before Chansung threw his large body at them and they hit the water. Nichkhun tensed, panicking and waiting to see if Junho surfaced. He saw the tall boy's head bob out of the water and soon the girl's too. Fear struck his heart but he didn't want to move too soon. With a little push fast five seconds, Junho hit the surface of the water.
“I'm going to kill you Chansung!” Rhia screamed.
“And you were the one saying to get into the water,” Junho laughed trying to swim away from the angry girl.
The three played in the water like children, splashing one another and pulling at loose bikini strings. They swam their way over to the floating wooden island not far from the beach.
“Aah, the sun feels nice,” Rhia said, smiling and stretching out.
“So you've said since we've been here,” Chansung said, pulling himself out of the water. He watched as the small girl slowly started to drift asleep as he laid next to her, “Junho,” he whispered when she finally fell asleep.
“Hm?” He watched as the tall boy played with the strap of her bikini, “Don't. She'd kill you... Then me.”
“I want to see...”
“Then look them up on the internet.”
“Rhia's boobs are on the internet?”
Junho shook his head, rolling his eyes, “What's so interesting about boobs?”
“It's not just boobs,” Chansung said, dragging his finger lightly over her body, causing goosebumps to form, “It's Rhia's boobs...” He smiled, tickling her skin even more as he noticed two small bumps under her top. He stopped when Rhia sighed in her sleep.
“Stop touching her Chansung, if she knew, she'd hurt you... Badly.”
“I want to touch her... Everywhere... I want to hold her.”
“Is that a confession?” Junho rolled back, looking at the tall boy when he didn't answer. Despite the bright sunlight blinding him, he could still see the blush on Chansung's face. “Idiots,” he mumbled, laying on his side and falling asleep.
“Yah! Junho wake up!” Rhia whined.
“Hm? What is it?” His eyes widened as he looked at the small girl, “Oh my god.”
“I'm going back,” she said, her skin almost as red as a pepper.
He looked around, “Where's Chansung?”
“I don't know... I think he went back.”
“Loser.”
“What?”
“Nothing... Okay, I'll go back too. Are you going to be okay?”
Rhia nodded, slowly slipping into the water. She hissed and Junho pictured steam coming off the water. He knew it was going to hurt later and he felt bad for her. He scooted his rear to the edge of the island, suddenly tensing when he felt nothing in his leg. Junho looked out, seeing Rhia too far for him to call to her.
He felt scared now, being out that far alone. “Come on leg, wake up,” he smacked the sleeping limp, still not getting a response. The longer he sat there the more frightened he got. “I can do it,” he assured himself, sliding into the water and holding onto the island. He took a deep breath as he let go and started to kick.
Junho started to sink slowly and he kicked harder and faster, feeling tired from just trying to keep afloat. His mind suddenly was gone as instinct told him to do nothing but dog paddle with his hands. He felt the water come up to his chin as he held it up to avoid getting water into his mouth. His hand suddenly cramped and he looked back, too far from the wooden island.
“No...” he cried softly, flailing weakly in the water as his head slipped under. He kicked, gasping for air as he hit the surface before falling under it again. 'I'm going to die,' Junho thought, waving his arms over his head to try to reach for the surface. His vision suddenly blackened as he could no longer hold his breath. 'Hyung would be proud of me...' he thought, 'I held my breath longer than ten seconds,' his mind said before he closed his eyes.
“Junho! Junho!” Nichkhun shouted, tapping the small boy's cheek. His heart raced, allowing himself a second longer than his profession would before pressing his mouth to Junho's. He breathed into his mouth slowly then moved to his chest to pump on it. “Come on Junho!” Nichkhun breathed again, starting to panic even more as the younger boy gave no response when he pounded his chest.
He heard Rhia whimper, sniffling on her tears as she watched above him, Chansung holding her tightly, the same worried look on his face. His mind was telling him to give up as he pumped Junho's chest for the sixth time but his heart screamed for him to keep going. After the seventh try, Junho suddenly twitched, sparking something inside Nichkhun. He quickly pressed his lips to the younger boy's, feeling Junho's fingers twitch against his leg.
“Hyung...” Junho wheezed, opening his eyes slowly, “There's no tongue in CPR.”
“Damn, you really scared me,” Chansung said as he sat on the edge of Junho's bed, “You really weren't breathing at all.”
“I heard you crying.”
“Shut up man, I was worried,” the tall boy glared, “Don't ever do that again. In fact, stay away from the water.”
Junho chuckled softly, tightening his fingers in the blanket, “Sorry,” he whispered before Chansung wrapped his arms around him.
Rhia had already half beaten him before hugging him tightly despite her burning skin. She then beat him again to prove how much she cared. Junho ran his finger over the bruise developing on his arm, wondering how she'd treat Chansung if he worried her.
His fingers travelled to his lips, remembering how they had once touched Nichkhun's. There was tongue too. Junho swallowed nervously, “I have to go.”
“But it's pouring out.”
“It'll only take me a second... Where I'm going,” he was about to get off the bed when Chansung grabbed him.
“Don't do anything too crazy, okay?”
Junho smiled and nodded his head before he ran out the door. A second or not, he was still soaked to the bone as he knocked on the door of his destination.
“Junho. What are you doing here? You should be resting,” Nichkhun said, staring at the small boy.
“I need to talk to you.”
The older boy took a minute to think, leaving Junho to become even more wet under the rain. At this point, he didn't find it appropriate to allow the small boy into his cabin. Not only was Junho underage, but he was hired help on a school trip. Nichkhun glanced around, “Alright come in.”
Junho dripped, leaving a wet trail as he walked into the taller boy's cabin.
“Uh here, let me get you a towel.”
“Don't worry about it, I won't be here long.”
Nichkhun blinked, pulling his hand away from the towels, “What is it that you want to say?”
“More like ask but... Why are you here hyung? Are you here to spite me? Having you around makes it harder for me to forget about you... A-and then you...” Junho fingers went up to his lips as he touched them.
“Listen Junho,” he stepped closer to the same boy, seeing him step back and hit the door, “I... The reason I'm here-” a knock on the door interrupted him, “Shit! Quick...” he looked around, “Hide in the bed.”
“What?”
“Just do it!” Nichkhun waited until the small boy was under the covers before opening the door, “Yes?” he asked, seeing that it was a teacher from Junho's school.
“Just came to check up,” the teacher smiled, “It seems like a pretty awful out here and we just wanted to make sure everyone was doing alright.”
Nichkhun smiled, “Everything's fine here.”
“Good good. Well then, sleep well,” the teacher nodded before walking off the porch.
The tall boy slowly turned around, walking towards the bed and pulling the sheets off Junho's body. He stared at the younger boy as he shivered in his wet clothes. Laying flat against the bed, Nichkhun could see the small boy's erect nipples through his shirt. “Junho,” he whispered, climbing onto the bed and straddling the other boy.
Junho tensed, his hands turning into fists as he held them close to his chest. The older boy watched as he shivered, staring into his eyes and waiting.
“I'm sorry,” Nichkhun said, “That day you didn't show up to our lesson, it made me think about... Us.” He watched as the younger boy bit his lip, listening to every word, “I don't know...” he sighed, “I don't know how I feel about you. I know it didn't feel anything until I saw you that night... T-the way you moaned my name... Like I was really there with you...” Junho blushed hard. “You've only known me for a few weeks and I've been hard on you and yet...”
Nichkhun's eyes moved from the small boy's eyes to his lips. “Hyung... Kiss me,” Junho whispered.
Not having to be asked twice, the older boy lowered himself, pressing his lips softly against Junho's. He felt them wet and full against his own from the small boy's biting and the rain outside. Nichkhun took his time, mapping out Junho's lips and trying to remember every inch of them. He dipped his tongue between the small boy's parted lips, feeling him gasp into his mouth.
Nichkhun felt the younger boy's heat as their saliva mixed in each others mouth. He nibbled on Junho's bottom lip, drawing a moan from the small boy. “Hyung, please touch me.”
The tall boy stopped, raising his head to look into Junho's eyes. He saw nothing but lust there and he wondered if he should really go on; after all Junho was still a minor. Nichkhun shivered, feeling the wetness of the younger boy's clothes seep through his own. Slowly, he moved his hand over Junho's pants, sliding his hand over the small boy's crotch.
Junho let out a low hiss as he gripped the sheets. Nichkhun massaged the small bulge with his palm, keeping eye contact with the younger boy. Junho bit down on his lip as the tall boy lightly squeezed him, making him arch off the bed. “Hyung...” Junho shuddered.
'This is so wrong,' Nichkhun thought as he lowered himself to meet with the small boy's lips again. He felt Junho start to pant against his mouth as he moved his hand faster, stroking the hardening cock. The younger boy gripped his shoulder, tugging on his shirt as he rolled his hips into his hand. 'Maybe just a handjob...'
Junho whimpered, starting to thrust against him as his grip tightened. “W-wait hyung, stop.” The older boy pulled back, afraid that he had done something wrong until Junho pulled his wet shirt off and threw it to the floor before laying back against the bed.
“Junho?”
The younger boy grabbed his wrists, forcing his hands to grab the top of his shorts and pull them down. Nichkhun's eyes widened as the small boy's cock sprang up from under the material. Junho wiggled his way out of the wet clothing before kicking them off his feet. He settled against the bed naked and shivering, “Hyung please... Please do it.”
“W-wait Junho... I can't.”
“I love you,” Junho said, wrapping his arms around the tall boy's neck.
Nichkhun swallowed hard, feeling his pants tighten against the bulge as the small boy raised his hips and pressed them against his own.
Junho pulled the older boy down, whispering in his ear, “Please hyung, I want you inside me.”
He shuddered, closing his eyes tightly as the small boy's hot breath tickled his ear. “Junho,” he whispered, “This is so wrong.”
“I won't tell.”
Nichkhun sighed, “That's not the point.”
“No one has to know...”
He swallowed again, raising his head to look at the younger boy, “If you're sure...”
Junho nodded, looking into his eyes. Nichkhun let out a sigh before undoing his pants and letting them fall to his knees. He heard the small boy gasp, making him look up suddenly, “What's the matter?”
“Y-you're so big hyung,” Junho whispered.
“You scared me...”
“Sorry,” the younger boy smiled apologetically.
“You...” Nichkhun paused, “You've prepared yourself, right?”
Junho nodded, “It's okay hyung, just put it in.”
The tall boy swallowed his last bit of nerves as he nudged Junho's hole before pressing inside. He held his breath, watching the younger boy's face twist in pain. “Junho,” Nichkhun exhaled, caressing his cheek.
“I'm okay hyung, keep going,” Junho said softly.
Nichkhun closed his eyes as he entered the small boy slowly, feeling his inner walls being ripped open to fit the size of his cock. He felt Junho's virginity being torn away from him as he thrust in hard to get passed the tight ring of resistance in the younger boy. Junho let out a sharp cry, arching his back off the bed as he squeezed the older boy tightly. “Ah Junho, relax... Please,” Nichkhun cringed.
Junho fell back against the bed, taking in deep breaths to release the tension. When he felt his breathing return to normal, he ran his fingers through the hair on the back of Nichkhun's neck, “It's okay hyung, move now.”
The tall boy nodded, pulling his hips back slowly before pushing them back in. He felt Junho's inner wall grip him tight as the small boy tried to remember to relax despite being filled completely.
“So big,” the younger boy gasped as Nichkhun pressed his hips into his own.
The older boy slowly rolled his hips, reaching different angles inside Junho and making him arch his back in pleasure. The small boy's breath hitched in his throat as Nichkhun hit the sensitive nerve inside him.
“Again hyung... Do it again.”
Nichkhun complied, feeling the other boy loosen around him so that he could move faster. He moaned deeply, thrusting his cock deeper as Junho swallowed him up. He arched his body, raising the small boy's hips from the bed as he gripped Junho's thighs.
The younger boy dragged his fingers down Nichkhun's chest, leaving red scratches in his skin as the tall boy started to pound into him, “Ah hyung!”
He felt Junho's muscles clamp down around his length as he wrapped his finger around the small boy's leaking cock. He stroked in it time with his thrusts and he moaned, feeling his own pleasure heighten, “Junho... I'm going to cum soon.”
“Mm hyung, me too,” Junho bit his lip, lifting his hips off the bed to grind against the tall boy's.
Nichkhun bumped into the younger boy's hips hard, pounding him against the bed. He felt Junho tighten around him, sending him over the edge this time as he filled the smaller boy with his cum. He thumbed Junho's tip, rubbing the slit before feeling it twitch and it erupted in his hand, covering it in the younger boy's sticky seed. Nichkhun stroked the small boy's cock, pumping the last bit of milky cum from it before letting it fall limply against his stomach.
He slowly pulled out of Junho before getting to his feet and grabbing a towel. Nichkhun wiped off his hand before leaning over the bed to clean off the small boy's soften length. He smiled as he heard Junho's quiet snores. He threw the towel into the bathroom before climbing into the bed next to the younger boy, pulling up the covers and wrapping his arms around him. Junho snuggled against his chest, muttering his name.
Nichkhun sighed, resting his cheek on the small boy's head, “What do I do with you?”