I'm kind of not what I'd call confused, but certainly conflicted. I think I'm starting to develop some feelings for Emily, the cousin of Alyssa, who just fucked someone else and dumped me. I definatly have feelings for Alyssa still, but I know its starting to come with Emily. I don't know man. She is the only person i spend any time with and it's ( Read more... )

I feel kind of sick right now. I'm trying hard to not throw up. I don't have time to be ill.
~Andy

Pretty much any negative feeling one can have towards themselves and life is how I feel right now. I just want to play hockey and forget EVERYTHING else. I've been called (and feel) spineless, lazy, irresponsible, and selfish all in one day. No one respects me, finds me attractive, interesting, or even that smart. Everyone else has something about ( Read more... )

Tatu is sweet

My how life has changed since I last shared with you, dear livejournal. I'm on my laptop right now and I guess that's where we'll start. How in the fuck did not so wealthy ol' me end up with an expensive thing like a laptop? Well I worked all summer and saved my money and now I'm finally in college. I'm going somewhere and refining and re-applying ( Read more... )

i have to go to court on tuesday. i left work at 6 am instead of 7 am this morning. i just sat around all day, mostly with josh lentz. whatever, i'm reading a book.
~Andy

fuck you and your bullshit. not giving a shit is the easiest remedy to everything. looking forward to waking up and playing video games tommorow. looking forward to eating so i feel full, so i can lie down in bed and read some good books and sleep, and wake up and work, and then quit my job, and then probably get blown off by people when i try to ( Read more... )

The trip back from lansing was a disaster. I got home at 8 am. But the show was the most amazing show I've been to in a long long time. It was so intense. Summer Dying kicked ass. I represented TC in the Lansing pit. It was a lot of fun.
We went to Denny's also. What a treat!
~Andy

fucking heavy metal and shit

The new judas priest album is amazing. i'm really sick. its quite painful. yeah.
~andy