I HATE LIFE! (i prefer you read the top portion of this if your a girl and a close friend)

[dionemelite]

I am in so much pain right now....I can't quit shaking and I feel like I could hurdle over and turn into a gigantic puddle of blood

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[fortimir]

The top portion of your journal was very sad and depressing.

I know you don't exactly know me very well, but if you need anything, you can talk to me.

[dionemelite]

thank you so much, Sometimes I just wish I knew how to feel. And how to talk to ppl. I hate feeling like there is a part of me that I love so much that is falling apart.

[bandisacult]

i know how you feel, i've gone through that, i dunno how to explain how i got out of it. it will pass, you and kevin will go through some stuff to make you two a stronger couple, and the akwardness will go away. you just have to put faith in God that it will be okay in the end, life may be hard now, but it's okay, people still love you. call me anytime you need me, i'm here for you!

[dionemelite]

i wanted to call you at 2 am so bad cindy, i cried all night i have more to go with the story after the call i made to him today. His mom reassured me everything was okay but things were just going too fast. I do know this. I think it may be a growing experience but It hurts so bad.well call me ill tell u more.