WORD.
just on my way out for an hour or so to pass out resumes.
if anyone wants to call me than call me on the cell.
448 2530.

and cut.

chad

so today i went to band practice.... it was so gay ( Read more... )

thinking hurts
feels like someone stabbing every emotion in my body from every direction.

"the next time you want to fuck me around stab me in the throat"

fuck i cant let this kill me
let go
i need some more time to fix this
problem

so today i found out that i won the Morris Croll Poetry Prize and honorable mention for the Ward Mathis (second to co-winners my BFF Mimi(!) and Alfred Brown, whose damn good) and i'm kind of excited about that. but at the same time its dismal. maybe i should just become a poet, because the whole fiction thing, according to my track record, isn't ( Read more... )

smoked aloooot of weed after work today with some kids that i work with.
than came home....
and now....
sleep time

ahh.. the more i dwell on it the worst it goes right threw me and totally takes over. fears of never feeling like i want to (good) are too overwelming. i just want it tp be over with... and i wish it never started ( Read more... )

today was a fucking wierd day ( Read more... )

to day i worked from 3-11.. it wasent tooooo bad i guess... i had one old man ask em where that grass seeds were.. so i showed him and than he said "now do u cary any of the grass seeds that you can smoke in bags the size of that?" haha he was great ( Read more... )

so last night i had a little slip up... i appolgize for that. im doing better now ( Read more... )