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So it looks like I have three dates for the masquerade. Lucky me. Link, you're included. You haven't found a date yet, right? Luke, Han and I thought it might be fun to all go together. Please save me. PLEASE.
...do any of you have costumes yet? Maybe we should do something themed...
...Luke has a crush on me. I can't believe I didn't notice it before. Looking back, it's so obvious...but I can't think of him that way. I've never thought of him that way...I wasn't joking when I said he's like a brother to me. And...maybe because I hadn't actually thought he could be attracted to me...
I've been using him. All those times, to get to Han...I feel like such a horrible person. And...I might have led him on...but I couldn't say no, especially after he looked so happy that I agreed. Merlin, I love him...but not in the way he wants me to.
I think the best thing to do is keep treating him like a good friend. Maybe if I don't address the issue, and just slowly push him towards someone else, it will be okay...I'll just need to find him someone else. It shouldn't be too hard...there's lots of nice girls at school...
And Han...even if I do like him like Rukia thinks I do and I'd have to be in serious denial to not admit to at least a little attraction...I really can't do anything about it now. I don't know how Luke would take it...
((mood reads as 'calm'. First strikeout only legible to Link, through the magic that is the journals XDD And. wtf my characters are all being too angsty~ T.T))
...do any of you have costumes yet? Maybe we should do something themed...
...Luke has a crush on me. I can't believe I didn't notice it before. Looking back, it's so obvious...but I can't think of him that way. I've never thought of him that way...I wasn't joking when I said he's like a brother to me. And...maybe because I hadn't actually thought he could be attracted to me...
I've been using him. All those times, to get to Han...I feel like such a horrible person. And...I might have led him on...but I couldn't say no, especially after he looked so happy that I agreed. Merlin, I love him...but not in the way he wants me to.
I think the best thing to do is keep treating him like a good friend. Maybe if I don't address the issue, and just slowly push him towards someone else, it will be okay...I'll just need to find him someone else. It shouldn't be too hard...there's lots of nice girls at school...
And Han...even if I do like him like Rukia thinks I do and I'd have to be in serious denial to not admit to at least a little attraction...I really can't do anything about it now. I don't know how Luke would take it...
((mood reads as 'calm'. First strikeout only legible to Link, through the magic that is the journals XDD And. wtf my characters are all being too angsty~ T.T))