being back in catonsville has filled me with so many hopes and dreams. i finally making sure my life stays together and doesnt fall apart again. but then again damn reading ges's livejournal makes me think about all the good times that ive had. i remember so much. its crazy how my ninth grade year was the year i met everyone. the whole gang. amanda ( Read more... )

i dont understand why the pain is coming back. i was doing just fine. i wasnt thinking about him and had almost totally forgot he was alive. i find myself living the life i was when i lived in catonsville before. a life of regret and pain. I DO NOT want that life again. i have came soo far or at least that is what im being told. i dont think people ( Read more... )

okay so ive been back in catonsville for like a week. its been lots of fun. i went down to the ocean and damn did i have a fucking blast. GOD I LOVE ALLL OF MY FRIENDS. haha last time i went to cville it was fucking beat. but this time it was lots of fun. guess it depends who ur with. hehe ( Read more... )

okay so its friday night and tomarrow im leaving to go to my friend melissas and then sunday im on my way to the big OC. i know i was suppose to come home tomarrow butr yerp shit happens lol. lots of love to my girl. ne way, i dont think ill be keeping this thing updated as much as i do now when i go home. i dont think so... my mom wont get the ( Read more... )

okay i wanna be friends with u... but tell me straight up HOWS THAT POSSIBLE. im the bad person all the time and its really wierd. you know james, lots of love really. but.... damn if kim isnt in the way. siek lots of love. but imma go byes.