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Disgusting.
I feel nasty. I'm fatter than I've ever been before in my life. It depresses me, and no matter what I do it doesn't go away. Tomorrow I go back to the endocronologist so I'm probably going to be put hormone pills because the weight wont go away. =[ I really really hope they help. I'm nastier than ever, I hate it. =[ -
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I wanna try writing in here more this year. It seems like I never do, I just read others entries. It acctually helps me feel better when I have no one to talk to, on here it feels like there's someone somewhere who cares ( Read more... ) -
New years eve
ok soo not a great new year start ( Read more... ) -
oct 3
Tomorrow is my birthday. =]
Happy birthday grandpa, i miss you. & i wish you were here.
&& happy birthday to Jocelyn's dad. I always remember it's his birthday too. -
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"I care about your birthday because it was the day you were born. If you weren't born then I wouldn't have you here with me to love & kiss and hug and to be with me..." -
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So right now I feel like I don't even care about my birthday. I don't care to even celebrate or anything. It's just whatever. & I want to send flowers to my grandpa but it's a pain in the ass to find a place around that aream & I don't know how to do any of that stuff. Lately I've just felt sad, stressed out, and depressed. Zach and them want to ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing is better than being told you're a worthless cause. -
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so im sitting here eating tiramisu from work after spending forever trying to pick up signal from the neighbor for alison's (nick's sister) laptop since comcast fucked up the phone and internet here. She went to some club with some weird indian kid named Aktar. anyways. tomorrow im having a party at joanne's which im pretty excited because i ( Read more... ) -
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I hate guys. They always have to be right ( Read more... ) -
thrilled =]
so yesterday i moved out of the house. whoo hoo.
im with my boo. =]
& today Zach and I went off to level 5 and I got my nose pierced. =]