i can't find time to update my entries anymore. anyways, here's a quick update of my life at this point ( Read more... )

i'm having these sleepless nights again. as if thoughts keep rushing to my head. i hope this doesn't affect my psyche.

still waiting for my northwest airlines application to push through, or else, i'll be forced to shift careers and be an A/C sheet metal manufacturer instead of an Avionics Technologist.

Is this the worst part of my life?

today i went out with my fiancee. it's our special day today. wer'e already 8 months! :) and we keep getting stronger everyday. i hope that it lasts forever!

i passed a resume to northwest airlines last saturday. i hope that i get accepted as a trainee.

i'm getting paranoid lately. paranoid in which i see myself as someone who has no future. i don't know, it's really weird ( Read more... )

i resigned from my job at a call center in makati. i could also say that it was an "intentional termination of my contract". i was a MR trainee for 5 days, and we were required to produce at least two leads for 5 days. the last few hours i got 4 sure leads, not including the one i already got earlier. but i was really having this second thoughts ( Read more... )

why is everyone in our house always try to piss me off? blah blah this, blah blah that. i hate my freaking life. well, back to REALITY after almost 1 month of fun and spending and wasting my time away ( Read more... )

i haven't updated for a while. nothing interesting really happened in my life until except for last week ( Read more... )

i notice something funny about my life. my parents always find faults in me. as if they are always watching my every move. i also noticed that they don't trust me. hell, when my brother asks for money and super expensive stuffs, they give him right away. unlike me. they question everything. my god, what do they want me to do? i've done everything ( Read more... )

today, i feel like my head is bursting out. i only slept for 3 or 4 hours last night. i helped angelique move to their new house. i'm the driver and the mover at the same time. and i ate past dinner time. i already drank espresso at a cafe called tubbies, just 5 floors down my mom's office ( Read more... )

the climate right now sucks. first its hot like almost 37 degrees celsius. then it rains like end of days. indeed, the weather is the most unpredictable thing here on earth.

my OJT hours draws near to an end. and i still feel ZERO.

im here at a new internet cafe here in admiral. it's better than net chimp!

cool.