Ya see when I don't do a full update for a while, so much happens, I forget shit, and my posts have big holes in them, but I'll do my best to squeeze everything into a lil' nutshell :D ( Read more... )

I just got back from Ryan's Aunts funeral it was really depressing I really hate funerals and I hate seeing people so sad especially family. We was gonna stay the night but Ryans parents have a lot of family staying with them so we figured they would be okay so we drove back for the whole 2 hours we didn't talk much I just stared out the window and ( Read more... )

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I just spent the entire night in hospital and i've never been so scared in my entire life.

( TMI for some people. )

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

It's bad enough being pregnant and sick, I was so excitied to spend my first New Years with Ryan now I can't, he has to drive to his parents 'cause his Aunt died this afternoon, it's really heartbreaking, sorry if I sound a drama queen but it fucking is, New years alone.

Happy fucking new years.

( 15 week belly :D )

Merry Christmas!! I know I haven't been around but this Christmas was mad busy, but fun. :)

Christmas Eve we hit the town, my first time in months! it felt sooooooo good to finally get out and dance we went along with Jay, Steph, Carly and her boyfriend who I met for the first time, great catch girl <3 ;), Kelli and Justin we haven't seen Kelli ( Read more... )

Been mad busy, but I just wanted to check in real quick to wish everyone a merry Christmas :D :D :D xoxoxoxox

Update later. <3

Good morning :) last night me and Ryan went to see Return of the king and just..wow, it was amazing.

( Return of the king, Spoilers!! )