Everything you are, falls from the sky like a star

[dirtbikepoet]

Yeah, so as you can tell I was pretty fucking pissed off in the last entry I wrote. Sorry if I offended anyone. My brother cheered me up and made my day a lot better. We had a Kill Bill marathon, so to speak. We watched Vol. 1 at my house and then we went to the theatre to see Vol. 2, yes again, at around 10 pm. Hence the meaning why I'm still

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[che3rupemok1d]

titanic will make you cry.. not the fact that leonardo dies (i laughed) but that you have to see him make love.. to the ugly saggy boobs lady.. (as you can tell im not fond of titanic or dramas) but hey if it makes you cry then hey.. but my cousin cried more in "a walk to remember" than she did the next day braking up with her boyfriend... but w/e i guess its "where the heart is" (oOO im good naming 3 movies in one sentence i'm in a roll!) haha well.. if it makes you feel better.. i did ask him.. and yes just randomly and he goes *after blushing and studdering a hell of alot* "i..i.. as a friend... she's.. dude....she's cool..but..ugh..as...mo..more.. than a friend..... umm.... IDK." and that conversation ended there.. with him about to like pop... cuz he was blushing so frigin badly.. and me paul were like oOo and then made out.. but thats beside the point..
xo brandy

[dirtbikepoet]

yeah, i don't have a chance. i should've known, that's ok i guess.

[che3rupemok1d]

hey ya.. do you wanna hang out today.. honestly i dont care.. but i know we both wouldn't rather spend out last 2 days sulcking at home.. wondering why our life sucks.. and why we live on and never move past that part.. well if you do just call i miss and i only just say you like 15 hours ago.. but its hurting real bad man.. you are like my other half... (ya know that movie like 2 months ago about the 2 twins *hence twins so there would be 2 im dumbe* and they were siamese(sp) hmm i forget what it was called.. but i think i might of say it with you if not all well.. but when they got seperated they couldnt walk.. and they would have to lean on people or just sit and not try at all.. thats me hahaha when your not around.. i dont know what to do.. your like "brandy get your fat us up and walk" or something and i do.. haha but all well bad inalysis (sp) but its making me laugh... haha im lame all well.. much love to ya emo buddy
x0 brand
xXx THE EMO BRIGADE xXx

[dirtbikepoet]

haha, it's all good sweetie. yeah, uh, i still have to read that book for science class that's 200 pages long, and i've only read like 50. and i just woke up a half hour ago, dead serious, i slept in until 2:30 in the afternoon. but i would like to hang out with you i suppose, i'm just all bitchy lately 'cause of the whole feeling like you've been used thing, ya know?

<3

[brok3nxglass]

boys can be pretty shitty. but we can't live without em'.. who would you cry over? cheer up babe. things will get better, i promise. love ya. <3 xo

Re: <3

[dirtbikepoet]

thanks sweetie, i'd tell you but i just can't, it's too lame, the fact that i'd cry over a guy makes me feel pathetic and telling you who it is would just make me feel worse.

[lenorajane]

Titanic titanic titanic. I remember the first time I watched that movie, I was sitting on the floor in Alissa Bopp's basement, and her older brother and his friend Sam waited until the middle of the movie and then hucked pillowcases full of rollerblades at us down the stairs.

What book?

[dirtbikepoet]

a brief history of time travel - stephen hawking. it's good it's just it's definitely not the first thing on my mind right now. i have too many jumbled thoughts floating around in my already jumbled up head, even more so than usual, and that means a shitload of confusion for meg. you know that right now i definitely want to say that i give up on guys for once and for all, but i've said it so many times before that it's lost all of it's meaning. it's normal i suppose to have horrible luck with guys, and for me that now includes male friends, but i still can't help but think that perchance with all of the times i've been rejected, it's not them but perhaps it's not me. i don't know, apparently i'm the type of girl that you would ONLY want as a friend. simple as that. funny isn't it? that that was what i kept telling you in like 7th grade at our sleepovers, how that was my problem with men, and guess what? that trouble seems to follow my reputation of being a girl that's non-dateable. oh well.

[lenorajane]

My poor, poor darling. Hey, if it makes you feel better I've got the same nondatability thing going on. I don't know. I don't think it's you. But I don't think it's them either. It's the them and the you mixing together into the "we" that doesn't quite mesh. I...don't know.