you were too busy to see me for who i am

[dirtbikepoet]

Spent yesterday and part of today hanging out with my brother at his dorm room. Met most of his friends there, had a good time. Played a lot of videogames, especially one called "SoulCalliberII", which I kicked ass at. Pretty sweet. Now I'm home, and I'm bored beyond belief. I was hoping to hang out with a certain person today, but they're

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[lenorajane]

"When was it that holding hands or cuddling turned into a sexual thing for everyone?"

THANK YOU for letting me know that someone else feels that way.

[dirtbikepoet]

i thought that maybe you would feel the same way as i did. everything has gotten so insane with my relationships lately, and friendships too! i miss katie, and i honestly think that she misses me a lot too. i guess i never realized how much that she and i hung out until she left, and i discovered that i had so much more free time on my hands. i'm not so sure that i'm enjoying that free time anymore. in fact, that free time for me, is now communicating into loneliness.

[thegoodgirl7]

"I miss having someone to count on being there for me when I need them to be there. Someone to hold me and cuddle me"

I am definately hearin that...

When someone is usually there and suddenly isnt anymore, it makes you feel sooooo lonely

[dirtbikepoet]

i must agree completely to that. i miss having a friend who was all cuddly and just friendly like that. but most of all, i hate the way that it's implanted in our minds that when someone is like that now, it automatically signals that they like us as more than a friend. this in fact is usually false, and leads to a lot of heartbreak.