i had a really good day, actually. work called off, finally got closure with someone, talkedd to someone. i'm smiling right now. :]
brownie09234: we dated since last november though, like off an on. and knowing us we probably will get together again, at least for a little bit
Dejulia489: why do u do that
Dejulia489: off and on
Dejulia489: i never got why
brownie09234: i dont know
Dejulia489: it just doesnt sound like something that would make neone feel good.... like knowing its gonna end and ur gonna go to someone else
Dejulia489: why dont u find someone u can be with like just u and him
brownie09234: because this kid means more to me than, well, anything i've ever known in my entire life
brownie09234: and it hurts and our relationship isnt perfect. but when its right, it's right. and i'm just not ready to give up on that.