Looking back, I've had so many great friends in my life, and somehow I've let them all walk out of it. And I miss them. And I regret not doing anything about it. And now it's too late.

so, i'm thinking about updating this more often. this isn't much of an update though, i was just terribly bored..

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so it's been a long time since i updated this, so just in case some of you out there actually read this and are wondering what has come of little maura and her depressing and somewhat boring life.. i'm happy, and i guess that's all that matters for now.

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and ( Read more... )

on sunday, i'm going to see tyler hilton for the second time! i cannot wait. he was amazing the first time i saw him, and i can only hope to meet him and his guitarist, jaco, again!

check him out, he's pretty amazing.
www.myspace.com/tylerhilton

I want to be a writer.
And I want to act.

But how do I prove that I want it more than the millions of other people that want the same thing?

this past week has been pretty much a blur. to sum it up, i made it to the top 3 for homecoming court, which means i'll be walking down the feild friday night at half time. yeah, can you say nervous? it doesn't matter who wins though, i feel honored to be on the top 3 out of everyone in my grade. so thanks if you voted for me. :D ( Read more... )

My birthday was perfect ( Read more... )

i'm starting to see my life for the first time. i mean really see it. and i'm scared and i'm excited and i'm anxious, and i love it. everythings becoming new again. i want to have fun. i'm done sitting around waiting for someone to pay attention to me, i'm gonna go out and pay attention to myself. the years are winding down that i'm going to be ( Read more... )

he learned that a word was a powerful thing. an insult didn't always have to be shouted to make you bleed; a vow didn't have to be whispered to make you believe. hold a thought in your head, and that was enough to change actions of anyone and anything that crossed your path.