i feel like crap. i dont belong in sectionals and arthritis and a stiff shoulder aren't helping. the person whom has been entitled "father" does not know how to fulfill that role. [my further bitching, complaining, crying, being depressed etc etc]. i am the one blamed for a lot of shit around here and i'm just expected to take it, but if i were to ( Read more... )

"Blessed is the man who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed" -- Alexander Pope

WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME FIX MY LJ BEFORE I GO INSANE!

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Friday i did just about nothing but go to bed early for PSATs.  Yeah so woke up at freakin 6 for that, took them, searched for ashley, and then went to get my haircut. HOLY CRAP. this is gonna sound wicked insensitive, but AS A HAIRDRESSER YOUR JOB IS TO CUT MY HAIR. i dont wanna engage in deep meaningful conversation.  i'd rather sit silently and ( Read more... )

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i have spent way too much time typing today, thus a really good story is going to be cut. so just look at mk and steph's entries and add me + whiney aaaaand that my relay got 2nd and each person beat every girl in the lane next to us :-D.

fuck yeah i have a new lj!!

can someone help me make it friends only?

don't ever make expectations, don't ever make plans and think theyre set. get a means of transportation and do what you want and not let anyone change your mind. don't be so focused on your plans that you are unkind to others, just don't let them tell you what to do.  be independent. if someone suggests and idea that you do not like, say sorry i've ( Read more... )

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