And you are my last mistake. The end. I've wasted so much time on you and it's ridiculous. It really is time for me to move on. I wanna talk shit about but it seems like there never is time for me in your life. Maybe i should have tooken that chance to talk but it would have been pointless if you don't talk back. I ask people what i should do and ( Read more... )

******BASIC FACTS ( Read more... )

Well last night i stayed on the phone with a wonderful boy Chris. Till like 3:18 in the morning. He's so fun to talk to. We talked about everything and what i loved is i culd tell him my issues with other guys and he didn't seem to get mad. <3 <3 Thats so great. I haven't had someone i could talk to on the phone about anything since Bryanna. haha  ( Read more... )

Well today me and Bryanna hung out at the mall. I got my nails did and it's sexy. well here are pictures...


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This is where i'm gonna complain about MY life. So if you don't want to hear it or you have any negative comments. Get the fuck out of here.

Well life pretty much blows. I stayed up last night till 5:30 thinking about what I wanna be when i grow up. Do you know what came to mind? nothing. Sad? yeah. I don't have no lifelong dream of becoming a ( Read more... )

BODY ILLS + SKILLS ( Read more... )

For everyone that reads my journal and doesn't know the low down it is NOT about Jose. It's about another boy. If you don't know me the  obviously you would not know it. If your reading this for shits then you would not know that. For those of you that do, then you know who i am speaking of in this lovely journal of mine. <3 thank you and goodnight ( Read more... )

Here it is.

What it comes down to be. You have shined that little ray of hope on my life. What you plan to do with it is up to you. This feeling sucks. Not knowing. Not sure whether to give up. Not sure anything is worth it anymore.I love you. Plain and simple, When you take all my feelings and put them in a box it it comes out that I love you. I ( Read more... )

Okay let me be open and honest and not lie to myself anymore.

I cannot get over you. We didn't date and yet i feel so strongly for you. WHY? ugh. I know i should move on but yet everytime i try and like someone new i think of you. why? i really don't know. I've tried telling myself it's not all about you. But in reality it is. your all I think ( Read more... )

this is from yesterday at the mall.


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