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Four years have come to an end, and its finally just sinking in. Yet, I feel like I've abused this idea of freedom which emerges from graduating, of leaving this all too familiar phase of life. To pick fights, to altogether act very unlady like. But the truth is, its a lame excuse but it gives me strength. To leave my comfort zone and pick a ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in such an electrified state. The result of woman empowering songs and cutesie films? I think yes ( Read more... ) -
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I'd like very much to say that I've changed a lot. But, I'm not so sure. I still see myself struggling with the same issues, and for the most part I am. I can't say last week's fiasco was much help in trying to push me forward. Yet, it helped me accept things that are central to me ( Read more... ) -
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Coming to terms, coming to terms, coming to terms. How do you do that ( Read more... ) -
I say hello, and you say goodbye.
Screen name censored to protect identiy.
******: you have to promise to me
8:52 PM manisha
are you there?
8:53 PM ?????
manisha
manisha
...........
manisha
please
8:54 PM you are freasking me out
freaking*
me: im here sorry
******: god damn
me: my mom called me
******: fuck
now
me: im sorry
******: of all times
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Heres for you Dora
Like my personal heroine
My addiction increasing
Hallucination and intoxication
Concocting a nightmare deceiving
The dream shatters
All misconception cleared
my face betrays me
in the story it reveals
Not a liar
But simply in denial
Sadistic pleasures
In manipulating my pain
My heart crucified
Amidst muted screams
A smile sublime
Holding on to subconscious dreams
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October, come sooner
After the "epiphany" of yesterday, I decided I'm going to turn to poetry once more. Yes, churning out loads of sappy rhymes haha. -
Fat, overripe, icy, black blackberries of September
I haven't written in a while. I have a valid reason, of course valid only to me. The truth is, I've been too scared to really put any new updates. Constantly revising and reinventing myself, looking back at some of these entries made me feel embarassed quite frankly. I sound like a child venting a tantrum, who am I fooling into think IM ( Read more... ) -
Smoothies Anyone?
Putting aside everything going for this summer. Whats happened to us, or just simply everyone? These masks that we put on. Going to a party just to talk crap about everyone else, are you just trying to boost your self confidence? I admit I go with the flow, but thats just me. I avoid conflicts, I like to lose myself in whatever I'm doing. What's ( Read more... ) -
Late Nights Don't Seem the Same.
Is it pathetic that I still sometimes think of him? I thought my friendship with you, and the constant reminder that he's yours would be enough to make me forget but I can't help it to be honest. Even though I've had the fortune to meet one of the sweetest people, its just the little things that I miss. That cocky attitude. I guess I just hate the ( Read more... )