Today is going to be a busy day. Holy shit, it's already 2:00. This is what happens when you spend all morning defeating people at Scrabble. They KNOW they have no chance, so why do they bother? Foolish mortals. Anway, today I guess I'm getting to dye my hair blonde, as in ONE SOLID COLOR, which is rare for me. I have to do modeling for mum, and ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very blah and unexcited right now. I really don't know why, but wow, I'm just in an apathetic, unfeeling kind of place right now. I don't know what I'm going to do now. Hm, there's some uppers in the drawer, I think that's where I need to be...

Ok, so today I left skool early because Velma had been making me ill yet again. We drove past this church that has a marquee that has the weirdest supposedly inspirational sayings on it, and usually we get a kick out of it. Today, however, was the best one that I have seen yet. It said, and I kid you not:

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So I got up today in a really happy mood, because I was thinking I would get to hang out with Mark, and I know I made good tips last night, and later I get to go bowling. I ignored the ringing of my cell phone as I lay in bed, thinking that Saturdays rock and how fun sleep is, and then I got up leisurely and took my dog out, took a shower, checked ( Read more... )

Man, work tonight was atrocious. Frickin' every cadet from the academy decided to eat sushi collectively, and sat in the tatami for 3 HOURS getting fucked up and being loud and messy and OB NOX IOUS. I'm so tired after dealing with that. I just want to collapse next to someone who smells good (heh) and sleep for a year. I want to forget about sushi ( Read more... )

Everyday we get closer to the end of skool, it feels like it's just farther and farther away. May seems soooo far away, and yet when you say... only 30 days left, it seems freakishly short. DEAR GOD I JUST WANT IT TO END. Not that I particularly think that college is going to be any better, but you know... high skool. Wow. It fuckin sucks, and I ( Read more... )

I worry. Should I worry? I don't know, but I worry.
I might need advice.

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Oh. my. god. I am so pissed off. So pissed off. I don't like thinking something is a certain way only to have that fucked up by someone whose just looking for... well, who knows what the fuck they're looking for. sgdsigkljlkfhao;iapekjldfj. Look! I'm too mad for words! Well, i hope you're happy. Cause you've managed to make me pretty unhappy.

Isn't it strange that there are just certain songs that always comfort you? I mean, they don't even have to be applicable to the current situation to be effective and uplifting; just hearing them changes your mood instantly. Or how certain songs trigger memories and take you back? And what's funny is that the songs most often aren't even that ( Read more... )