note to self

[dirtyglasses]

(AGAIN)

stop looking at pictures of his pretty ex-girlfriend. i know they are relatively easy to find, and completely engrossing, but it does not help anything.

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retrospect

[anonymous]

when i first started dating miguel, i remember he would always (and i mean always) tell me how beautiful all his exes were, how they were models, then he would show me all the beautiful photos he took of them naked and otherwise.

but he never once told ME that he thought i was beautiful. and he NEVER talked about me the way he talked about them.

but now that i'm one of his exes, i'm pretty sure i am now one of those beautiful girls...another one that somehow didn't last but he also has many beautiful photos of me naked and otherwise.

i know he will talk about me the same way. even though it felt like shit to never hear him say i was beautiful, i know he's thinking it now and there's a small happiness in that.

but yea, it's not healthy to look at them--read Vogue instead.