weakness

[dirtyglasses]

fuck you.  no wait.  i want a hug.  tell me something.  pretend like you know, when you really don't.  let's disagree, let me be right like i usually was.   share my bed with me.  let's be uncomfortable in it together.  let me be the little spoon, just for a minute. or let me come over there, please let me cry mascara onto your pillow. 

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a different sort of weakness

[ext_177006]

love me. say i'm enough. pull me closer. hold me tighter. look at me just a second longer. hold my hand whenever it's empty. tell me i'm pretty. in the morning. especially in the morning.

tell me i'm the love of your life. again.
tell me you're completely into me. again.
tell me you've never loved a girl the way you love me now. again.
tell me beautiful things until i can believe them for myself.

undo four years of me feeling inadequate. tell me i'm beautiful.

Re: a different sort of weakness

[dirtyglasses]

your weakness sounds SO MUCH BETTER

Re: a different sort of weakness

[ext_177006]

I have been in love before.
But I have never been so simultaneously anxious.
I think, "what have I got to lose?"
And I realize...him.

How is it possible, that I need him like air, and after only 2 months? Is this love? Or is this completely ridiculous? Maybe they're the same thing...I need a job that allows me the time and money to have a full-time therapist...

Re: a different sort of weakness

[ext_177006]

Also, this is my favorite line:

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I'm pretty sure that sums up my last relationship.