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[dirtyjeans]

Deleted entry #101

So many written updates, so many failures to submit.
The rest conceived (illconceived?) as so fake. Not the rest. Just the majority. Just.

There is no prize, there is no real gratification.

I just. Don't. Get it.

Comments

[loss4words]

i know the feeling.. i rarely post anything.. i think of something to post then don't get as far as writing it.

it's ok. i get it. and you get everything.

i'd give you the world if you'd reach out and grab it

actually i'd probably give it to you anyway

[dirtyjeans]

Yeah, I tell you everything anyway and you're one of the only people close to whom I'd write this for.

Is there some world in my hair? *wipes mouth*

[reverie_gap]

fine boredom

it's just like that

[avatar]

Keep them as private posts if you don't want people to see it. You're entitled to put down anything you want to put in writing and not havev anyone see it.

Just remember who the journal is for, and enhance it as you go. If you like it the way it is, keep it that way.

[dirtyjeans]

That's just it... I know exactly who the journal is for. Once i've written what I wanted to write ... and proof-read it ... the audience is satisfied.
There's actually very very little that I want to share with anyone else. Story of my life though. "You're so quiet Sophie" "Yeah I know, I like it this way."

[loss4words]

resin_dog told me a little over a year ago that i'd fall in love with a quiet girl

my friends are great