thoughts and dreams

[dirtypoppegasus]

i had another dream about Brian last night. I hate it. This means i am still thinking about him in my subconscious and i would like to think i am over him. I can bet he never ever thinks of me. He never loved me. I truly loved him. depressing really, but thats the past

Comments

[kittykatt1000]

I'm sorry you cant certain people out of your head. I feel bad because i mentioned him to you not long ago. Im sorry. I know you really cared for him, and he was too stupid to see it. His loss. you would have never been able to help him, ever. Think about where you would be, if he had ever made any commitment to you! I believe you'd be in a really bad place, and wouldnt be able to get out. Your better now, your with someone who treats you right, knows you very well, and loves you till the ends of the earth! You finally seem happy : )

as for your family. I know how you feel. I constntly feel like a child here, living with my family.

[dirtypoppegasus]

don't feel bad. I am super happy with matty and i know Brian used me and he's a lost cause.

[joecloudheart]

Your dream probably is very symbolic. What does he symbolize to you? What is your mind trying to tell you? By pushing him out of your conscious mind, your brain is trying to tell you that there are connections that it is making. Try and piece it together. You wouldn't be thinking about him for no reason.

If anything, it might be a simple sake of comparison. Where you were before and how you felt in order to juxtapose it with the present. Sometimes our brains like to remind us of how lucky we should feel that we are not at a prior point in our lives. Or maybe there are things you noticed back then that your brain is just now reviewing and coming to a conclusion about.