It started again, only deeper this time. Maybe what i'm doing is cutting out the pain, reverting my past into present. It's complicated ( Read more... )

Nothing exciting..

i'm finally starting to talk to the consular, she says i'm getting better, but not much.

My teacher is praying for me, and that made me happy.

I just relized that, i go to the scale everyday and weigh myselfm and it says 96 lbs. I'm 15... and its weird. I look fat, but i'm not. Maybe the scale is lying or i just want to seem fat tomyself ( Read more... )

Here, i am still sleep deprived but this will just have to do. I can't stand a unthoughtful journal.. ._. makes me depressed ( Read more... )