It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.

So, Lita's a fucking coward. I'm done with her. I know this'll spark up more fights, I'm sure, but I'm right, and I won't back down. She's a coward and a gossip queen. I was hoping she had the maturity and the decency to follow her word, and let things go. But she didn't. She doesn't cop to anything. She's going around talking even more shit now ( ( Read more... )

On the same-kind of note. I can be the biggest bitch ever, or I can be your bestfriend. You decide. :)

Meow. Today was good. I got Evan off 5 times. Heh, we were so tired afterwards. :))))))) I ate sooo much for dinner, I ate Melinda's terrikyaki chicken and sticky rice, broccoli, sauted mushrooms and onions, a cup noodles, then I took a break and smoked the good stuff with Jamie and Evan, went home, watched dazed and confused, ate 2 huge slices of ( Read more... )

Today I woke up with a strong sense of detatchment from reality. I had a bunch of weird dreams one right after the other, and when I woke up I felt sick. Not physically sick, but sick with the cellophane wrap I was seeing the world through. I've felt very weak in avoiding my depression, I keep feeling...just, weird...Everyone seems so strange, it ( Read more... )

Woot! Job interview on Tuesday! Virginia's being a dumb bitch about it and all paranoid because it's online and "doesn't seem legitimate." Well, it's for TMG telecommuncations (Yeah, I'm gonna be a telemarketer, possibly. Look out for my loveable voice...)But I went over to Evan's, I was really tired after taking the benedryl and slept for 2 hours ( Read more... )

(_) been drunk ( Read more... )

(X)i am-going to get more piercings ( Read more... )

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1. Age? 16 ( Read more... )