Thanks to you staying at teh Loews with your team of high-security peons, back entrances to Septa building have been blocked off. As a result, I walked along teh alley and slipped on a thick coat of ice; wearing the purty new jacket that my mom just sent me. I fell on my hip and I can expect to get a monstrous bruise. HOTT.

So, yeah. Fuck you.

OMFG I hate how moody my audio/midi setup is. SENDING SIGNAL--->NOT RECEIVING SIGNAL--->RANDOM FUCK-ME-IN-THE-ASSNESS. Couple that with not being familiar with Logic Platinum + being allergic to manuals (particularly .pdf Version). This is a slow start, indeed. But I am proud of myself for actually STARTING. If I annoy myself with this crap 1- ( Read more... )

I have never been good at handling mediocrity. I am not the type to settle into something that is comfortable but not fulfilling for long before my conscience creeps in. It starts to nag like a personal fishwife. It reminds me that I am an asshole if I fall into a corporate void. I am not a round peg. I am some weird, abstract shaped thingee ( Read more... )

Why do I let this bother me so? Obviously, I have placed my jewels at hands of common theives one too many times. I wish I could numb my heart. I wish I could learn to turn it off, tweak it, make the logical adjustments. Alas, I am not logical. I am Piscean. I am an emotional well. Mabye someday someone will be able to appreciate my sincerity

seasons change
the sun hits different
and the shadows rearrange

once fertile soil is no longer
bonds that were weak
now grow stronger

someone somewhere
will always be cold
who determine's what is fair

I suppose he never deserved me anyway. :(

Now that the calls have dwindled to naught ( Read more... )

...and I want to cuddle.

Today, I got a terrible zit on my lip. Everyone thought it was a cold sore. I am afraid to pop it.

Goodnight

Last night, I put another ad on Phillymusic.com. This time it had a different spin. I am not so much focusing on collaboration anymore. Fact: I want to get MY shit out there already. It needs to be shopped before it's old news ( Read more... )

And I am hoping like anything that this year is more productive than last. I am outlying some very important new year's resolutions. I know how cheesy people think it is to do that. But I have to say, somehow seeing my goals in writing has always helped me to make them manifest ( Read more... )

I finally got on LJ, after swearing against joining for years. I was concerned with time constraints and my already unhealthful addiction to the intardnet. But I figure, if I can spill my dirty laundry [tactfully, however] all over MySpace, I can do it here and have the option to make it private. I've really needed a release lately. So hi. I' ( Read more... )