dont take time to sew your stiches
i felt so horrible yesterday. i still do. i was on the phone with john yesterday and he wasnt really talking to me. instead he was fighting with his ex gf over the net. i acted like a friend and told him 'john shes not worth it tell her shes lame and to fuck off lol'. but he just kept fighting with her. i got so upset because he is such an
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OHHHHHHHHHH This Friday at Savage is the CD release party for Marilyn Manson's Golden Age of Grotesque !!!!!
Dj's by Human Clone and Karnage my night of music...Industrial...EBM and Marilyn Manson ohh yehyehyehyehyeh.
Again baby I am sorry for last night, but when I saw you in Tim Horton's last night I knew you weren't mad at me, just a little upset.
When we are together later today you know we will have fun ;) <3
I love you Princess <3
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oh man im actually excited about going to savage!!! lol thats gonna be so cool. its so funny john cause the other day i was listening to manson and i was wishing that a new club would open playing only good rock. and now look haha my wish came true *uh...not really..kinda hehe*
i cant wait to see u today...cant wait to hold u in my arms<3
i love you boo:)<3
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Hey jill.
I'm really happy that you felt remorse with what happened and what you said to John. That sort of stuff kills me sometimes... when it comes to relationships, as it is really unfair to both parties involved. I know you have a point, and I know your point is a valid one (have you seen the image saying "fighting on the internet is like being in the special olympics... you're still retarted even if you win) ** i know how mcuh you hate that word retarted... but i am just using this in my example ** BUT ANYWAYS, I think it is extremly unfair for girls to make their boys feel like crap because they are not always the center of their attention, even though they may try soooo hard to make you happy or whatever. Anyways... you rambled in my journal now it's my turn :P (twas one of my peeves) have a good day, and congrats on your new findings ;)
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i was not upset at john for not paying attention to me, i was upset cause he was giving this stupid person the time of day when she is clearly not worth anything. i put my feelings aside and i spoke to him as a friend. i just dont understand what the point of arguing with an ignorant person is. u will never win the fight. and that is exactly what she is, ignorant and oblivious to everything.
even if one of my friends knew her and was fighting with her, i would have told my friends the same thing.
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It isn't what you were argueing about though... That's my point... It's what you said to make john feel crappy...
(which makes it sound as if it is sort of jelousy which probably wasn't the way you wanted it to come out- as more of a thought provoking statement- but in the end made him feel crappy..
I'm just saying that I absolutley HATE IT when that shit happens. For me, I find it completly disrespectful and stuff...
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ppl dont get upset for the sake of getting upset, ppl dont get hurt for the sake of gettin ghurt.
and no its not a girl thing, its not somethng we do to hurt our bf's.
john and i are always completely open with each other and tell each othe rhow we feel. and thats how i felt last nite.
and i expect him todo the same if im doing something that is bothering him. its the only way to resolve things....you need an open communication line.
what i said to john was not intended to make him feel crappy, it was to point out that i called him to say hello and to see how his day went, and instead of talking with me he is arguing with some low life...
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