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im this close *this close* to having a panic attack. im finding it hard to breath right now. this is really really hard for me and the flashbacks wont quit. one step at a time..

john, u know how much i love baby lambs, and u know how we are getting a meow meow?
well how about we settle for this as our pet:P


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I'm thinking of something to cheer you up
you mean the world to me
you are my "squishy squishy" ;)

I can't seem to make you mine ( Read more... )

awww i got such a nice little suprise in my email today!
laura sent me new pictures of austin (her 1 year old little boy). he has to be the cuttest thing! hehe
she explained that he is now talking in sentences.
it must be amazing watching a baby grow up.

what a dull day. dont you get sic of routine? the same thing day in and day out? living the life of a buisness man is not in my favor. my mum lives on routine. and a steady schedual. she said she loves it. and she didnt live like that, things would be a mess. i told her, 'if you didnt live like that, you wouldnt be so stressed ( Read more... )

...i neeed you tonite..(john ( Read more... )

....(since i know u read my journal hun) THANK YOU MISS LISA!!!!!!!!!!*BIG HUGS*

i went into medowcroft today and things are so good. lisa said she can put me on call and maybe find me a 'real' position later. but for now she gave me her saturday shift*next saturday* and she will do my paper work monday:)

im so stupid i should never have quit

i went to pick up my pay check yesterday and they gave me this song and dance and i basically told them to shove it ( Read more... )