fuck fuck fuckity fuckfuck.

i hate this.  i was becoming less angry.  i was more open to possibilities.

fuck.

life: am i doing it right?

i think it is not meant to be ( Read more... )

i always go into auditions thinking i'm not going to get it, because when i DO tend to think i have a pretty good shot, thats when i'm "just not what they're looking for." so i've developed my defense mechanism that i won't be disappointed after an audition. ever. i go in, do my absolute best with what i have to work with, and let the rest to ( Read more... )

i hates sickness.... and there is no one here.... sigh... vegging it is then.

and no St. Patty day drinking for me :( sad panda... stupid coughing...

LOL ( Read more... )

i'm auditioning for a show!!!

i probably won't get in, but:

I'M AUDITIONING FOR  A SHOW!!!

Whee!  oh the nerves.... oh the excitement!!   its been a while since i've done this. 
*crosses fingers* that i don't make a complete fool of myself  =D
i'll let ya know how bad it went when i return this evening.  Good Times =P

also my belly-dancing recital is ( Read more... )

i want to disappear.

make it easy and simple for everyone.

goodnight.
xoxo

wow. they're playin christmas tunes on the radio, disneyland has their christmas decorations up... all department stores are in the sale-spirit.... and yet i am still in the same place i am every year. i wanted Christmas SOO bad back in July (like i do every year for some reason) and now i am just not in the spirit... but for the first time in ( Read more... )

my "Jessica Simpson" face (me as Pixie):

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So... here i am in all my Halloween Glory. For the second year in a row, i am the only one at my work place to be dressed up. its kinda sad really. oh well, i guess the world will just have to deal with my fabulousness ( Read more... )