Dying

[dirtyxlove]

I am sitting here. with a sharp knife in my hand deciding on whether i should slit my wrists?.. maybe i should just dose up on some drugs yanno.. and take the easy way out.. ill die sooner or later.. if im lucky?.. i mean.. its ok.. cause im not eating..

Comments

[mcpaul]

suicide is the most selfish thing one can do. think of all the people you would leave behind to greive in your absence. they would miss you and it would be your fault for making them feel such a pain. ask yourself this. is a little emotional pain enought to balance out the tremendous pain and grief of the ones who care about you? please put things into perspective. im sure you are sad over something but im positive its not worth suicide.

-=Paul=-

[dirtyxlove]

i know.. im extremely depressed. and I know i should be living my life up.. and its terrible.. cause i feel like fuckin shit.. and I am to much of a wussy. >.<
<3 kt ;/

[livish]

katie don't you ever do that to yourself. think of all the people that care about you and how much your going to hurt them by doing that. please don't you ever fuckin do that to me. i care about you so much and so does other people. i love you katie i know you been through alot but please be strong you can get through this. you ar loved by so much people. i'll be here for you ALWAYS if you need a hand. i'm here. love you katie and just live your life to the extreme and go have fun while you can. liv

[dirtyxlove]

Im so sorry Liv. For hurting your feelings. Your truly one of my best friends.. Im happy to have people like you around.. You really make me smile and stuff. Even when I feel down in the dumps. Liv .. we've been friends for so long.. I would never ever doubt your friendship.. <33 I love you.. and Im to much of a wussy to hurt myself.

[anonymous]

;KT, this is Rissuh.. and I just want to say sorry for everything I ever said to you. I never meant any of it, I was just depressed and I took it out on everyone else. I'm seriously sorry, if only you knew how sorry I was.
;Please don't do anything stupid, 'cause it'll hurt me, and everyone else so much. Trust me, We'll be hurt as much as you're hurting now. I love you KT, I really do. I'm so sorry.

;Rissuh.

[dirtyxlove]

awuh i saw. . now im me lmfao !!! LOL

[ex_kicked949]

kt

dont make me fuckin come up there and kick ur ass..ur not dying....ur not killing urself and i dont want to hear that coming out of ur mouth ever again.....and u better eat...ur skinny enough..go eat dammit! i love u and dont want nothin bad happenin to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~lisa from tha block

[dirtyxlove]

awuh i love u to lisa. i just have those huge blocks sometimes where i jsut want to kill myself nothing to be to proud of lmao <3

[broken_halo02]

cutting is bad. I know from experience. I know this is a late reply but if you ever need any one to talk to i'm here for you, and I have been thru a lot so i can help, and im told im a good listener and help people, so if you need anything let me know

[dirtyxlove]

sorry for my late response back too! but. im feeling much better.. but we all get those ups and downs in life some more then others. unfortunetly its me.. the pain seems to fly towards. but through it all. it only makes u stronger