I forgot to mention....
Me and chad are doing awesome by the way. Sometimes it feels almost like it did when he first moved here. We don't fight much. He tells me im pretty :) He makes me feel pretty. I love it. I love this feeling <3

forget the past thats haunted me
smile again and never leave.

Haven't written in a while.
I needed to though so here i am.
Went swimming today. Got sunburnt :| Chad got upset because he couldnt go an dhe had to work but he left me a note saying he was sorry. That was the first time he left me a note, when i was hoping he would. <3 how sweet ( Read more... )

What are you going to do? leave me hanging...just waiting for you to tell me the decision that i know you've already made? i'm trying to be happy but its hard when i don't hardly even know anything thats going on ( Read more... )

I'm tired of this dying slowly.
This pain seems to never end.
Wishing to be away from here...
You tell me this once again.
If i dont understand, why do i bleed?
How could i truely not know?
It'd be different if you were really gone.
If you want to leave so bad...then go.

He has been happy lately. It doesn't feel right. I mean it does, but it feels weird kind of. I hope he hasn't been so nice because hes going to leave soon. But he has. Hes been nice. REALLY nice. It's weird. I'm not used to the attention i've been getting. I don't know if i should put my guard down or what. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to ( Read more... )

wipe away my tears ( Read more... )

***STITCHED ( Read more... )

Been thinking a lot ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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yay i am very dependent lol. this is so right.

Hello world ( Read more... )