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[dis_crete]

I'm unhappy. I'm trying to just relax, be carefree and stop worrying about everything, but its just not working out. I have friends here that make me happy, most of the time. I had a great weekend with Matt, but for some reason he's been acting kinda strange the past couple of days since I've gotten back. I really feel like he would rather be doing

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[ignorant_me]

i'll hold yea baby girl.

i hope that things fix themselves, in whatever way they need to be fixed. i dont know much about you & matt and your relationship, but i do know that with will & i things can get fustrating once and a while. but its normal, you just talk and work through it, and i have no doubt that you & matt will do the same.

are you still going to apply to JMU? let me know how that plays out!

[ps. i still love me some KMS. no matter what happens i will always think you girls are amazing, & that those times where our relationships were at their peaks were some of my favorite memories in high school.]

[dis_crete]

Yeah, things are just building up, I know everything will work out how its supposed to, just not so fun right now. I'm still considering JMU, I'm just really unsure of what I want to do and where I want to go.

and P.S. I still love you too, duh. Thanks for the comment though, that was sweet. I have pictures of us all over my room. On my desk itself I have the senior pic framed of you and Kara and another one from the 3 of us at grad night with our "KMS" tattoos. Speaking of grad night, we need to hunt down that freakin' drawing of the 3 of us Kara still has!

Thanks M. <3

[ghettocamello17]

i applied to JMU and Tech, but even now im like eh, do i REALLY wanna leave? i think i would prob stay if alex was staying, but hes not, and casey is rooming wit soccer dudes. And you could always talk to me sarah, DUH. Wat happened to me being able to always make u smile remem? You better cheer the fuck up!

[dis_crete]

Totally feel you. I really have no idea what I want to do, I'm so worried that I'll make the "wrong" decision. We'll see, and you definitely could make me smile if you were ever around, jerk.

j/k. <3 Thanks.

[dis_crete]

No fun, huh? Well, I hope things look up for you then darling.