I had a dream last night that there was an attack, a war, on the city that we lived in. We escaped the house through a window and ran through the woods. We had to escape. We left everything behind, which includes our families, our belongings, everything. Some went back. Others kept moving, closer and closer to the city. Infact, now that I look back ( Read more... )

An update to kill some time before I need to pick up the pace ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, or rather today, I go down to Capitol Hill and talk to a politician about drug policy. And I think this is what I'll say ( Read more... )

Ah-ha! I've been waiting for the new Deftones CD to come out on DC++. Alas, it is finally here! And speaking of which, I want to see them when they come to 9.30, for traditions sake, though they are sold out.
I'm really nervous that we won't get tickets or something and I'll just have to cry. Oh well.

That's that.

I remember living in a world of crazy adventures ( Read more... )

I've been having very weird dreams ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I was pregnant. I could not stop bleeding down there like a period. I think it was a miscarriage. I tried to make it to the hospital, but no one knew about this. I remember at one point I fell to the ground with all the blood around me. It wasn't painful, but it was devastating to lose my baby ( Read more... )

what is it about tests that prevent me from doing well? 79, 78. Yeah that's fine. But it seems to me that I always do fine. Just fine. Not good or great. Just fine. FUCK. I want to do great. How do I do that? How is it possible to make such stupid mistakes ( Read more... )

I figured out what I am missing. I've been having issues with the way I see things and the way things are going. It all boils down to meaning. What is my purpose? How do I become an individual within a colony of individuals? How do I maintain that sense of balance? Hm ( Read more... )

I bought a poster today of giraffes. It is nothing in comparison to my Metallic giraffes:


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