5.50 am and the unbearable lightness of being

[disaster_girl]

im sick of everything right now. i dont really like my job, im strung out about going on the floor at school, and nothing good seems to be happening in general. i am not making enough money to support myself and be self-sufficient, and im back in my rut of hiding in my room all the time even though its not happy at all. i dont know what i have to

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[calaverita]

i hate how a shitty day will just COMPLETELY shatter the hopes and positivity of a good day. i read back to my happier posts when i'm feeling shitty and i can't believe both people are me...and the worst part... when i'm writing happy posts, i have that in the back of my head, "don't get too carried away with you happiness... it's only temporary