Get out of the car, and don't try and stop me
Stay where you are, 'cause there you can't hurt me
You took things too far, and I don't deserve this

You said that you'd be, you'd always be honest
And mean what you say, but you broke every promise
That you ever made, and I don't deserve this

If I had just one bullet, and a trigger I'd pull it
Shoot ( Read more... )

It hurts to live so many lies at one time. One smell, one thought, one touch. Memories are killers. The past haunts me. I miss December Second.

When you drink orange juice followed shortly by coffee and then you burp, it tastes like a chocolate orange.
And that tastes like Christmas to me.

Ahhh, December.

I hate the way the human mind is never satisfied with whatever it gets. Personally, at least. I have 2.

1. Is good, in an average sort of way. Overly reliant and obsessed, but still not fulfilled inside. I'm sick of doing laundry. But I'm so fucking in love with him.2. You only want what you can't have. Can't look you strait in the eye without ( Read more... )

I'm here, I just don't feel moved to write anything worth reading. I feel stupid updating for the first time in a year and giving the standard "this is the boring shit I've been doing" post. I found out this morning that one of my favorite bands was in Chico last night. not cool ( Read more... )

its true, really. I just cannot exist without the giddiness. thats not a horrible thing, I suppose?

yesterday was my birthday. and i had a pretty good day, i worked and hung out with my mom alot. but this morning was really hard. 3 of the most important people in my life forgot that it was my birthday. that one really hurt. i mean it was probably rather selfish of me to assume that they would remember, but i guess thats just how I am. I make it a ( Read more... )

I love Christmas time.

I feel somewhat like I'm growing up. My pink sweater makes me feel like an 'adult'. I love hot chocolate with lots of whipped cream. I love my job of making huge messes with the occasional mocha produced in the process. I feel like I've "settled down", and I love it. Friendships are far to stressful. Christmas is coming, which means I'm getting ( Read more... )

The sounds of super nintendo warm my heart.