it could be that i'm older, it could be that i have a lot less down time these days but my weeks seem to be flying by faster than ever. it's already three months into 2009 and i just wish things would slow down for a moment. in just about two months it will already be the year end show for Vancouver Academy and that really came out of nowhere, ( Read more... )

there were a lot of secrets shared tonight which oddly enough had the opposite effect that they could have had, which is actually a brilliant thing. the things that i've learned tonight actually make my situation a little bit more bearable and make my road to recovery seem just that much shorter now. everything is alright. most of it was just in my ( Read more... )

i just read a very interesting article about why people are miserable in the 21st century. sadly a lot of it struck true with me and that's slightly irritating to me. part of me wants to throw my cell phone out the window followed by me jumping out after it. it kind of reminded me of this ad i once saw at a bus. at first i just thought it was ( Read more... )

if life is just a string of choices, last night i made one that deserves mention ( Read more... )

i couldn't be more thrilled that it's raining outside. most of it has to do with the fact that it's just not snow and that since last night it's been raining loud enough to lull me to sleep. it really is the little things in life for me. so i didn't even get to go to dance last night because i made myself a deal. i was dead tired and needed to nap ( Read more... )

tonight something i've been wanting to happen finally did. while me and erwin were on the sidelines watching the other group perform the routine, moe walked over to us telling us both that we should be in her advanced class. i was totally taken aback and extremely grateful that she would consider me able and ready to move on in difficulty. it's ( Read more... )

Lately home cooked dinners don't have the same appeal as they used to. Petra knows all about this since I constantly bitch and moan that the majority of my dinners have been "epic fails". Here are a few things that irk me the most about this whole bit. My dad always complains that he has no idea what to cook. This irritates me the most because ( Read more... )

last night i got my first 'low fuel' signal light ever.
i also had a lovely date with kristina on main street of all places.
things change a great deal with time, this much i know.

danger out.

i spent tonight surrounded by people who were just as passionate about dance as i am, and it was a truly liberating experience. i now feel a new found sense of drive to push on and go the distance, no matter what it might take. i also need to take this opportunity to thank one of my dearest friends who supports me and pushes me in ways that i never ( Read more... )

so let's recap the events that never came to be for me since i had to get sick this weekend ( Read more... )