i have had very few euphoric moments in my life.
and tonight i had a euphoric moment.

sitting in my brothers car, eyes closed as he speeds through turns. crazy techno-trance music blasting through the air and the faint taste of a goodnight kiss lingering on my lips.

yea i'd say thats pretty damn euphoric.

i realized tonight that i'm in love. i'm in ( Read more... )

i fell asleep on the bus ride home today and had the craziest, most disturbing dream of my life ( Read more... )

today has turned out stupendous ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

MY DAD BOUGHT HIS MID-LIFE CRISIS TODAY!!!

it is a beautiful, tiny, black, manual (shit!), 2-seater BMW M-Roadster.
it's used from '98 but you could never tell!

as he so accurately put it, "it is a car you drive, but it's also a car you wear"

oh man oh man it's sooooooooo gorgeous!

if you missed it at rehearsal tonight, he said he'll pick me up again ( Read more... )

i’m afraid expulsion is the only answer
it’s the opinion of the entire staff that dexter is criminally insane

that boy needs therapy. purely psychosomatic. that boy needs therapy.
lie down on the couch.
what does that mean?
YOU'RE A NUT! YOU'RE CRAZY IN THE COCONUT!
what does that mean?
that boy needs therapy. purely psychosomatic.
i'm gonna kill you...

can ( Read more... )

i went to a wake today. for my dad's aunt. my great aunt.

it's funny: seeing death makes life so much clearer.

it was really a moving day.

it was a day of the past. my dad saw some of his pals from high school that he hadn't seen in years. i was told how mature and beautiful i was countless times while small trembling wrinkled hands held onto mine ( Read more... )

yesterday was sweet. i drove around franklin lakes and wyckoff for a while (IN THE AUDI S4!), picking up some lunch and some stuff at cvs ( Read more... )

damn straight!

I HAVE MY PERMIT!

(my suggestion to all of you: don't drive in franklin lakes or the surrounding area for a while...)

Oh God, I missed him so much.

Tonight...
I really spent time with my boyfriend for the first time in way too long.
I stood outside (at night) in a T-shirt and flip-flops and I was comfortable.
I remembered last summer and was able to look forward to this summer as a not-so-far-off possibility.
I watched "Flight Plan" with my parents and was actually at ( Read more... )