i don't want to feel stifled by, the traditional sort of expectations of a decent relationship. like, why does everything have to fit so nicely in a perfect little box? are we losing out on something big when we do that? i start to feel disconnected with myself, if that makes any sense. like, two magnets repelling, sort of. but they can't repel ( Read more... )

look at this page, at these pictures ( Read more... )

i couldn't remember my login name because it has been so long since i've been on livejournal. eek ( Read more... )

don't you hate it when you realize that you are just combination of all the things you hate in other people? nothing more than that, really... it sucks.  and i've never actually stopped to think about it until today, but, i've concluded that my own opinion of myself is ENTIRELY dependent on other people's opinions of me. completely. if everyone ( Read more... )

15 pages of my screenplay are due tomorrow, but i'm stuck because i don't even know where my protagonist works. i only know that i'm going to get him fired in the next scene. but from where? hahaha ( Read more... )

i believe in green eggs & ham, baby. and i don't diggit when people have the gall to say they think less of someone because their beliefs, or in this case, beverage of choice, differ! like, i am becoming more aware of how certain people in my life are of the narrow-minded variety. and it is most disheartening ( Read more... )

i like to attribute my friend-drought to my intense dislike of people. yeah, that's it ( Read more... )

i am:
depressed.

i failed my drive test. for such stupid stupid reasons.
and now i have to wait a month, to take it again?
shit, son.

until then, i have to continue bumming rides, and
taking the bus, and WASTING MY TIME waiting.

i'm really truly feeling depressed right now.
how pathetic am i.
a twenty year old.
who can't pass a driving exam?

i have found my drink ( Read more... )

today, i was listening to the beatles. more specifically, their song "onion glass", which references several of their other songs. the first verse mentions strawberry fields, and then the second refers to i am the walrus, and so on ( Read more... )