it seems that i've become defunct ( you know what i'm talking about natalia). the phrase that reigns supreme in my speech at the moment is i wish. i wish. i wish i was a fish. my list of wishes is too long thus it will be posted later, but go on tell me what you wish for while i go find this poem i really wanted to post.

i spent ALL DAMN DAY cleaning my room. it was gross how shitty it looked. it'd been what, 2,3 months since i'd cleaned it. horrible i know. i've yet to finish though. oh well ( Read more... )

i went to a department store when i got home from gallery and they gave me a complete makeover for prom and at first i thought i looked like a whore, becasue i seldom wear make up, but then it settled, i let my hair down and man do i look hawt. watch out boys ;) anyway, so at gallery, i spent the entire two hours talking to katie about shopping, ( Read more... )

i'm so scared. i really don't know what to do? i either go to columbia for a year (if the credits do transfer) and then head to nyu tisch (if i'm accepted). or i stay in columbia for the four years (i really don't want to do this) because the credits won't transfer. or i take a year off (good idea), breathe, figure out how i'm gonna make this whole ( Read more... )

these days it seems like all we live for is the end. i know i do. in every class i watch the clock - slowly bringing me to the end of the period. then i stare at my watch and wait for the end of the day. on monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday i wish for friday. and in may i wish for june. it is may and these lext 4 weeks will be painfull. i ( Read more... )

shoe shopping really is theraputic. why's that? i've bought 4 pairs of sandals and a pair of beautiful white flats. *sigh* i also bought many a shirt and tank top. god what have i become? a girl? *gasp* but seriously, who needs guys when you have shoes? no offense boys, i'm sure you are all very nice. maybe i'm just very materialistic? who knows ( Read more... )

i just realized that i have a lot to do before i go to bed. i have to figure out how the hell i'm gonna frame my work for the last gallery show of the year. i have absolutely nothing. shit.

anyway, enjoy monsieur ewan. isn't he gorgeous?

she started singing to that fine, fine music, you know her life was saved by rock n roll......."

these are some of the things on my list of things to buy:

albums:

muse - absolution ( Read more... )

i feel so damn good. i got up, went to saturday detention (3 hours) then i ran to the gallery where i was scheduled to be the professional photographer for a wedding. i was really scared of going cos i thought i might not be good enough, i mean i've never photographed any kind of big event before; well, at least not professionally. so i went, and ( Read more... )

it such a shame that the men of today aren't really men. they're feminine boys. if only my generations men looked and acted as handsome and charming as those of the 40's and 50's like gregory peck and cary grant. *sigh* but alas, i'll probably end up dating a Paul Banks look-a-like. anyway, for now enjoy the following thing that is a mere product ( Read more... )