I'm sick of pretending that this feels okay.

[disco_xdramatic]

 I hate trying to explain why I'm a certain way when how I am makes me fucking sick to my stomach. I can't just stop being how I am. & No, this isn't another "so and so called me a mistake" or a "she said i was ____" post. This is an "I've got problems and I'd like it if you wouldn't talk about them" post.
Yes! I have been to a physical and I HAVE

Comments

[poisonarrows]

I hate that people think it's so easy to just "get over it". It doesn't work that way at all.

[disco_xdramatic]

Exactly, I do too.

It's not like the flu. You can't have fluids and take a pill and get over it. It's a "you have to have power over what is defeating you" issue.

[mikikoshikawa]

dont you hate when people tell you look fine...
i mean i'm chubby/overweight and i know i am... and people are always like.. 'you look fine. you are porportionate'
kthx

lol *hugs*
i thought id put my two sense in

[mikikoshikawa]

cents*
not sense xD

[disco_xdramatic]

Yeah, I can't stand it because just because they think I look fine, doesn't mean I do too.
& They can't understand that.

Thanks :)