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sick like fuck makes me feel like breaking down.fucking crap. cannot get to sleep. fegdcFUCK FUCKFUCKCUFCFKCFCHICHYIOFUCVKFUCKFUCKFUCKLFUFCKFUCJFUCKDUCKFUCKFCUFCKCR4 :(

lian he zao bao is organising a model search in singapore for an internationl competition from fifth december to the end of janauary. god, i am so excited. but i think i am too short shit. is there any way to make me grow taller. selling my soul to the devil is an option. i repeat i don't mind selling my soul to the bloody devil!!! then again maybe ( Read more... )

I think I am gonna die alone

What the fuck is wrong with the weather!!! This is the second time this week I have to give up my runs because of the damn weather. I do not feel particularly upset as it seems but there is this sense of guilt because aerobics burns more calories and I feel fat no matter how much I excercise or how little I eat. Well, on the bright side I could ( Read more... )

After taking 60 seconds to pee an hour ago, I have been wide awake since. What the fuck. My internal clock must be really messed up.This sort of situation never fails to piss me off because I am always on the brink of falling into a nice, relaxing slumber but then the call of nature intervenes. Anyhow, I am not on the verge of breaking down so I ( Read more... )

since my last fricking post, i have not slept, which means that i have been up for 20 hours. om my god, it is so going to be along day ahead of me. i am still very upset that there is no antm and alias for this week but my exhaustion is kind of taking over me rigth now and that is not necessarily a bad thing. but i am not supposed to sleep until ( Read more... )

i missed antm and alias becuase my mom fucking forgot to record it. even though she did record celebrity deathmatch on arts central it's not fucking enough. i look forwnard to antm and alias like once a week there is no antm and alias next week and no gilmore girls and no oc for this and next week because it is fucking public holidays and i don't ( Read more... )

i feel rather embarrassed to be listening to christina aguilera on my way to work. you see, it's programmed to play the second and eleventh track, and that's can't hold us down and beautiful respectively. my headphones are blaring because of the high volume so i am sure passengers around can catch what i am listening to(i hope i am not torturing ( Read more... )

_____ can't bring me down.