Comments | disconnected1: and update

disconnected1

and update

Sep 06, 2006 00:08

im single and things like. THings are ok we decieded that it was for the best and that we want to remain friends. and im happy about that so dont reply wanting info on it cause there is none.

Comments 6

bloodyaftertast September 6 2006, 15:29:38 UTC

ok idn if this is a good thing or bad, but umm you're pushing people away...

and on another note you still have some stuff of mine

disconnected1 September 6 2006, 16:24:45 UTC

im not pushing ppl away in my mind at all. because i dont need to be coddled about this. what happened happened. i love him yeah but is it working as a relationship no. is that bad yeah but can he and i still be friends hell ya! jay and i did it to help ourselves for once. and i feel that if ppl start prying into what happened it will make me think about it way to much and make it hurt when its not supposed. well that sounds bad. ill just say that events happened over the summer to make us both realize that we wernt ment to be together. and me i tryed my damnedest to make it work. but this weekend a friend came up to visit me and we had the most fun of my life and we hung out with my friends and things clicked in my head that this is what i should be doing haveing fun and not caring about stupid ass shit. and that brought me back to jay i sat down and thought that we have been together for so long and we both have been distancing ourselves and that was a sign that i couldnt ignore anymore. so i cryed and cryed about the deciosion ( ... )

bloodyaftertast September 6 2006, 21:53:40 UTC

i understand that you don't want to dwell on it, but i was worried and you did shove me away and made me feel like shit for caring and then you say there are no details and you just go and do a huge blurb about it when i never asked for them. I just wanted to know if you were ok and shit

disconnected1 September 7 2006, 03:54:58 UTC

i didnt meen it like that at all jess. i truly didnt. but idk i didnt know what to do. ppl have been comming up to me and asking me the same questions over and over. i didnt meen to hurt you at all . im fine that is the thing it wa for the best

blueishadow September 6 2006, 18:46:34 UTC

Well I'm sorry that things ended with you guys but I'm glad that you 2 decided to remain friends. If you get really sad though just call, I'm always awake.

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disconnected1 September 7 2006, 23:32:25 UTC

i dont have it amanda i got a new phone so i need it