As i parked the Integra this evening I stopped for a moment and looked up at the stars through the hole in the roof, then I stepped out of the car and I once again stopped, but this time to take look at the car itself. Stopping for that brief moment brought a smile to my face. As I stopped to look at Dave's car I once again took a look up at the ( Read more... )

My Summer begins tomorrow ( Read more... )

So ya Dan Lee fucking ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

"people make me sick sometimes ( Read more... )

Annie Opseth is home and somehow that just makes everything else in my life seem ok... no matter what happens she'll be there for me and that is one of the greatest feelings in the world! Hearing her voice today was like hearing an Angel whisper in my ear that everything will be ok, and in reality it will because no matter what happens I really can ( Read more... )

Someday they’ll find your small town world on a big town avenue ( Read more... )

In the seven and a half months I dated Luke I don't recall a time where I was ever once just mad at him. Right now I'm just fucking pissed! An hour of his Tuesday night is all I asked for.... an hour... fuck an eh! He couldn't even give me that. He couldn't even call me and tell me why he couldn't give that hour. He couldn't even take twelve ( Read more... )

It dawned on me last night that the things that are happening to me right now will really tend to not matter as much in the long run. I mean I know that and I've always known that but me being grounded right now will only matter during the timein which I am grounded. In three weeks I wont' give a shit that I was grounded. Now these shitty grades ( Read more... )

In the past I desired to know the specifics but in truth the specifics aren't so important to me now. What is important is the assurance that my life will continue to hold adventure, purpose, and goals. That is the secret, I believe. To continually reach higher is to live; to always strive to be a better person or to make the world around you a ( Read more... )

How can I do this to him? What the hell? I should just fucking leave him alone and let him get on with his life. ..... to bad I can't seem to get on with mine.... I hate how I can't let go no matter how hard I try and I can't seem to feel the gaping hole that was left inside of me. I dont' know what I'm doing or trying to do. I'm so fucking lost ( Read more... )